In progress...

Ok, so not referring to just one thing here, because MANY things in my life are in progress. I still have a fascinating (from my point of view) story to share, but because of some certain things, I'm going to have to put it off a little longer. So, on to other things for the moment being...
Right now I'm reading Crazy Love, borrowed from my sweet friend, Amy, thankyaverymuch. I've only just started, and it's challenging FOR SURE. I can tell it's one of those that will require a second reading to get the full effect. I just read the "lukewarm" chapter. Yikes, God asks us to be hot or cold, not lukewarm...but so many ARE lukewarm. If you are into reading, check this book out, I will definitely have to touch more on it later.
On a sad note, a young lady of only 31, passed away. I didn't know her, but know people/read blogs that know her. She's only a YEAR older than me. She thought she had the flu...it was pneumonia (still didn't sound bad when you are talking about an otherwise normal, healthy person), then sepsis, then one bad thing after another. She died today. She had a husband, and a young daughter. My heart aches. From what I understand, she was a Christian, so she is whole, healed, and beyond happy, living it up with God, Himself, as I type this very moment. But, I can't help but think of her loved ones left here, and how much they must miss her, and how deep their heart must hurt, even if they are of strong faith. I must say...I, personally, do NOT fear death for myself. At all. But, if I died now, or soon, I still have young children, and I fear for them. They need their Mommy. They need my guidance, my protection, my love...the kind that ONLY I can give. That aspect of death scares me to no end. So, I know this lady, Jenny, is ok, more than ok, wayyyy more than ok. But again, my heart breaks for those left here who have a rough road of healing in front of them. I'm praying for them.
So between hearing about this lady and reading the book, I've about filled my quota of deep thoughts on life for the month...my brain is tired. My whole BODY is tired, so off to an early bedtime...catch you bloggers later!