There are times, minutes, even whole days, whole weeks that I just struggle. Scratch that...because I'm pretty sure my whole life is a struggle, as far as battling my flesh. I absolutely love God, and His word tells me to love. I want to obey His commands. We are going through a Bible study right now, something like the attributes of God, and the point, basically (I think...I hope I've got the point) is that God is love. And boy, oh boy, is He much better at it than me. Maybe that's why He is God, and I am not. Sure, I have my days, when I turn the other cheek, pray for my enemies, and truly feel sorry for those who are hateful or tacky to me (or others) because I know they must not be feeling the Father's love for them to act that way, and that's just sad. But, I have many more days when I have bad thoughts, when I dream up awesome comebacks for the rude things they say, when I scheme about what I can do to "pay them back" and make them feel like outcasts. I have days, when someone tells me about their struggles and I think "If you were walking in the light" you wouldn't be having these troubles, when I know that I also have struggles and Lord help us it's not because we don't try, but because we are human and we fail...miserably...and what I should be doing is offering a listening, loving, non judgemental ear. What I should be doing is loving others like Christ loves me. My goal this "New Year" is to be less judgemental, which I think falls in line with loving one another. I pray that God fills me completely full, running over the brim with His love...so much that I can't help but bless others with that same love. I want others to look at me and say "I want what she has" as far as peace and joy goes...which can only be had by being filled with the Holy Spirit. I don't want others to see me as an angry, tacky, unhappy, resentful Christian. I'm pretty sure that's NOT the picture God wants me to pass on. So, I hope this is a life changing year for me. I know I don't have to worry about God coming through for me, He is a given, an ever-present help...it's myself, my flesh, that I have to worry about.
Maybe I should start with posting some of these verses up where I can see them daily... (I really love the Message version of His Word)
John 13:34-35
Let me give you a new command: Love one another. In the same way I loved you, you love one another. This is how everyone will recognize that you are my disciples—when they see the love you have for each other.
Romans 12:9-10
Love from the center of who you are; don't fake it. Run for dear life from evil; hold on for dear life to good. Be good friends who love deeply; practice playing second fiddle.
Galatians 5:13-15
It is absolutely clear that God has called you to a free life. Just make sure that you don't use this freedom as an excuse to do whatever you want to do and destroy your freedom. Rather, use your freedom to serve one another in love; that's how freedom grows. For everything we know about God's Word is summed up in a single sentence: Love others as you love yourself. That's an act of true freedom. If you bite and ravage each other, watch out—in no time at all you will be annihilating each other, and where will your precious freedom be then?
Hebrew 10:24-25
So let's do it—full of belief, confident that we're presentable inside and out. Let's keep a firm grip on the promises that keep us going. He always keeps his word. Let's see how inventive we can be in encouraging love and helping out, not avoiding worshiping together as some do but spurring each other on, especially as we see the big Day approaching
1 John 4:11-12
My dear, dear friends, if God loved us like this, we certainly ought to love each other. No one has seen God, ever. But if we love one another, God dwells deeply within us, and his love becomes complete in us—perfect love!
2 comments:
Hello :) I am Jenna, who was commenting on Mckmama's site. I would respond to your inquiry, but she has banned me.
I responded so angrily because she deleted a post I made that showed that GHNI spends hundreds of thousands of dollars every year on "shipping". They only use one shipping company...that is owned by the director.
Everyone that is on the board of directors (they all collect a large salary and are scattered all over the globe) also has family members that are "employees".
5% of the money that they collect goes to aid. The rest goings to pay these people and pay HUGE shipping costs, which in turn lines their pockets.
It is a scam. And she is in on it. That's why she's deleting all the information that is posted that exposes it. I am very sad about this.
sweepingcobwebs.com also has some more information about how it is a scam- how they fail to register as a charity so that they can do whatever they want with their funds and not have any transparency. It is very disturbing.
HI :) Thanks for your response. I honestly can't say how I feel about GHNI, as I still need to do some research on my own. I will absolutely check out the website you mentioned. I just feel like as Christians, we are called to behave a certian way, and that is in a loving way (not to say I'm always right, obedient, or loving...I fall very short!). Prayer is the most we can do for someone who we think is on the wrong path (or leading others down the wrong path). Thanks so much!
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