whirl of emotions...

I am in a total whirl of emotions right now. While I have been hearing the Lord tell me lately to accept my life just AS IT IS, and be happy with it, to be thankful for it, that has all been taken to a whole new level. Yesterday, my husband attended a meeting at work, that left him with uncertainty about his job. I didn't believe the words I was hearing at first, I knew they couldn't be true...we are about 5 1/2 months away from bringing a new life into this world...there's no way they could be laying off people at my husband's job, not with the dedicated 11 years he's had there. But, it actually is true. The past two days have been a whirl. I've gone from total fear and confusion, to total peace with being in the Lord's hands, and back again, many times already. I'm at a loss, I'm confused with what the Lord has planned for us, but also trusting and hopeful. I'm praying I don't get angry. I'm praying I don't. I'm praying I will do as His word says, and praise Him, as we go through even MORE trials than I thought we were having to go through. I'm not sure what He has in store for us, maybe a better life, maybe a harder life, maybe a richer life, maybe a poorer life. I'm just not sure. I know He loves me, and that's about it for now, so I'm trying to cling to that. We will not talk to our children until it is closer to time, I don't want them worrying about anything. My husband said he just "felt" everything was going to turn out good, he is such a comfort to me, and I'm so thankful for him. Lord, help me to continue to praise you through this storm.