I could sit here and tell you that when I told my boys to write out their Christmas wish lists, they did so with big hearts and pure elegance.
But, then again, I was always taught, that honesty is the best policy.
I would love to say they wished for world peace, food for the hungry, shelter for the homeless, parents for the parentless, children for the childless, and that every being on this earth would come to know Jesus Christ.
But, sadly enough, those were not the things their lists consisted of.
(however my lists does consist of those things).
Picture boys who are rough and tough. Boys who are wild and rebellious. Boys who think sitting in bath water for 10 minutes pouring out my Bed Head shampoo (ok, not my older son, but still) is "taking a bath", even though he never touched a wash rag or a bar of soap.
Boys who are 7 and 12 and being raised in this crazy, materialistic world.
Now imagine what they wished for.
You guessed it...things that were high tech, things that were high powered, things that we needed to write Bill Gates and inquire about a loan in order to be able to afford them. Big things. Huge things.
It was a sad, sad day when I read those lists. I have to admit, I was kinda heartbroken that they were so "boy", but then all I could do was get over it and love them anyway. I, after all, am partly responsible for the fact that they have become so materialistic.
Ouch, that hurts.
Anyway, I'm accepting it for now...but in a week or two, it will be a brand new year. And I've got all kinds of plans to get these boys into shape! I'm gonna teach them about world peace, world hunger, the works! I'm even gonna get Izzy in on it. You mark my words. Heck, I may even drag them down to Honduras, where my cousin Sara is a missionary, and have these boys haul rice and beans, along with the gospel, to the Bordos. Anyone want to donate some frequent flyer miles?
Next year, same time, same place...their lists are gonna be Sumthin' to blog about, for sure!
Well, a girl can hope...right?
In the meantime, I've gotta go wrap some presents...bake some cookies...and figure out how to save the world and get us all to Honduras.
I hope you all have the most fabulous, blessed Christmas with your loved ones!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESUS!
Wednesday, December 17, 2008
Monday, December 15, 2008
Enemy advances...
I know that in the Bible it talks of Christians being persecuted for their faith.
one Case in point:
1 Peter 4:14-16 (The Message)
If you're abused because of Christ, count yourself fortunate. It's the Spirit of God and his glory in you that brought you to the notice of others. If they're on you because you broke the law or disturbed the peace, that's a different matter. But if it's because you're a Christian, don't give it a second thought. Be proud of the distinguished status reflected in that name!
So, as a Christian, I realize there are times when I will come up against adversity. Not only will I, but I already have. I accept it as part of my faith, it is more than worth the reward I have waiting for me. Right?
I want to tell you, precious friends, this aspect of our Christianity is something that we must accept as a reality, and be prepared to deal with.
Lately, this has taken on a whole new meaning for me.
My life, of trying to be faithful to the Lord, has been attacked by someone who I know loves me whole heartedly...someone who I think wants the best for me (or thought, or...I'm just really confused now). I have been attacked by someone who is not only close to me, and loves me, but someone who is...(gasp) a Christian themselves. They haven't attacked the fact that I believe in GOD, or the fact that I am saved. But, as my walk with God has become stronger,my life has gone through many positive changes...and some people just aren't up for change. Some people are content with accepting Jesus as their Savior, and then just being stagnant in their walk. I was once that way, but no longer. I really don't want to get into the details of exactly who or exactly what aspect, but let me just say, this is something I NEVER expected. It hurts deeply. If some stranger give you a dirty look because of the "Christian" tee your wearing, or someone in passing questions your beliefs, while it's not easy to face...it is something you can deal with, and then move on.
Let me tell you that when this kind of attack hits closer to home, from someone you deal with on an almost daily basis, and will probably continue to have to, it's HARD.
This is the first time something like this has EVER happened to me. It hurts. I really hate it. I know that my faith is stronger than ever, and that is why the Enemy is putting this challenge in my life, trying to break the bond between me and my Holy Father.
People! Please understand I am not sharing this so you can feel bad for me. I want you to know that God's word tells us these things are going to happen, and while we know they can, it's still hard to imagine in our own lives.
Imagine for just a moment...Think of one of the most important people in your life right now, and then imagine all of a sudden your faith being questioned by them and becoming at odds with them because of your beliefs. It's scary. I know that possibly, this relationship may never be what it was before.
But, I know that as scary as that is, the Lord is still waiting for me, and will never desert me, no matter who else decides to. I am thankful he truly is my Strong Tower, and that I can take shelter in His loving, protecting arms.
This battle is not over, and I have a feeling it is going to be a long one. I get weary just thinking about it, but I am also able to take heart, because my GOD hears my plea and I know he is looking on me with favor.
I want to ask you all for prayer, not just for me, but for ALL Christians. Pray that when a Believer is encroached, they (we) are able to stand strong in GOD, to take refuge in Him alone. Pray that no matter how long the blows continue, despite their strength and longevity, Christians will remain unchanged, unbroken, and untouched. Pray that the enemy forever fails, and when it's all said and done, the only sound is the Lord's sweet, sweet grace.
I pray that you NEVER have to face a situation like this.I pray you are never at odds with a loved one because of your life and where the Lord has led you. And, in saying that, I know that some of you have already been through these kind of situations, and even much worse. I pray for you. I pray that in this time of struggle, we really can count ourselves fortunate. After all, any adversity we come up against, could never match that which HE went through for us. So, just prepare yourselves, because you never know...
And on to a lighter subject...It's Monday, a few more days and the kids will be out for Christmas break...let the madness begin (or if your household is anything like ours, it already has). I pray your week is blessed, and is as least hectic as possible!
one Case in point:
1 Peter 4:14-16 (The Message)
If you're abused because of Christ, count yourself fortunate. It's the Spirit of God and his glory in you that brought you to the notice of others. If they're on you because you broke the law or disturbed the peace, that's a different matter. But if it's because you're a Christian, don't give it a second thought. Be proud of the distinguished status reflected in that name!
So, as a Christian, I realize there are times when I will come up against adversity. Not only will I, but I already have. I accept it as part of my faith, it is more than worth the reward I have waiting for me. Right?
I want to tell you, precious friends, this aspect of our Christianity is something that we must accept as a reality, and be prepared to deal with.
Lately, this has taken on a whole new meaning for me.
My life, of trying to be faithful to the Lord, has been attacked by someone who I know loves me whole heartedly...someone who I think wants the best for me (or thought, or...I'm just really confused now). I have been attacked by someone who is not only close to me, and loves me, but someone who is...(gasp) a Christian themselves. They haven't attacked the fact that I believe in GOD, or the fact that I am saved. But, as my walk with God has become stronger,my life has gone through many positive changes...and some people just aren't up for change. Some people are content with accepting Jesus as their Savior, and then just being stagnant in their walk. I was once that way, but no longer. I really don't want to get into the details of exactly who or exactly what aspect, but let me just say, this is something I NEVER expected. It hurts deeply. If some stranger give you a dirty look because of the "Christian" tee your wearing, or someone in passing questions your beliefs, while it's not easy to face...it is something you can deal with, and then move on.
Let me tell you that when this kind of attack hits closer to home, from someone you deal with on an almost daily basis, and will probably continue to have to, it's HARD.
This is the first time something like this has EVER happened to me. It hurts. I really hate it. I know that my faith is stronger than ever, and that is why the Enemy is putting this challenge in my life, trying to break the bond between me and my Holy Father.
People! Please understand I am not sharing this so you can feel bad for me. I want you to know that God's word tells us these things are going to happen, and while we know they can, it's still hard to imagine in our own lives.
Imagine for just a moment...Think of one of the most important people in your life right now, and then imagine all of a sudden your faith being questioned by them and becoming at odds with them because of your beliefs. It's scary. I know that possibly, this relationship may never be what it was before.
But, I know that as scary as that is, the Lord is still waiting for me, and will never desert me, no matter who else decides to. I am thankful he truly is my Strong Tower, and that I can take shelter in His loving, protecting arms.
This battle is not over, and I have a feeling it is going to be a long one. I get weary just thinking about it, but I am also able to take heart, because my GOD hears my plea and I know he is looking on me with favor.
I want to ask you all for prayer, not just for me, but for ALL Christians. Pray that when a Believer is encroached, they (we) are able to stand strong in GOD, to take refuge in Him alone. Pray that no matter how long the blows continue, despite their strength and longevity, Christians will remain unchanged, unbroken, and untouched. Pray that the enemy forever fails, and when it's all said and done, the only sound is the Lord's sweet, sweet grace.
I pray that you NEVER have to face a situation like this.I pray you are never at odds with a loved one because of your life and where the Lord has led you. And, in saying that, I know that some of you have already been through these kind of situations, and even much worse. I pray for you. I pray that in this time of struggle, we really can count ourselves fortunate. After all, any adversity we come up against, could never match that which HE went through for us. So, just prepare yourselves, because you never know...
And on to a lighter subject...It's Monday, a few more days and the kids will be out for Christmas break...let the madness begin (or if your household is anything like ours, it already has). I pray your week is blessed, and is as least hectic as possible!
Tuesday, December 9, 2008
STREP...'nuff said
Well, last Wednesday Joseph came home from 2nd grade saying his throat hurt. Hmmm. He was burning up. I took his temp...104, thankyaverymuch. I thought maybe it was strep...then the next two days he had a headache, stomachache, and he even told me he was dizzy a few different times. He continued having high fever.
Push the pause button right here for those of you wondering why I didn't already have him to the doctor at this point. The truth is we have been to sooo many Dr's apts over the last few months with him, I thought if there was ANY way to avoid it, I was going to. Plus, I thought maybe he had the flu, since even though his initial complaint was about his throat, he said it really didn't hurt after that...and I didn't think they could give him anything for the flu.
So, fast forward to Saturday... he still had fever but it was not nearly as high and at this point his symptoms did kind of a "switch-a-roo". He wasn't complaining about the previous symptoms. He got a horribly runny nose and diarrhea. Sunday I thought he was a tad bit better and Monday morning he didn't have fever, so off to school he went (he wanted to go, btw). Monday after school, he had fever again. He looked awful. Hmmm. Ok, Ok, I called the Dr. office, but opted to watch him one more day. Well, this morning he woke up w/ new symptoms....sneezing and coughing.
So, I took him in today, and the strep test was positive. I thought for sure it was the flu...but no. They said on top of strep, he probably has a cold and also a stomach bug...a veritable smorgasbord of germs, if you will. Yummy.
I told them he hasn't complained much about his throat and they told me something I'd never heard...they said some kids with strep never complain at ALL about their throats, that it affects everyone differently...I had no clue, I thought if your throat was infected, red, and swollen, that it would hurt.
Push the pause button again...I had, indeed, took a gander down that throat of his...but I couldn't tell anything...I guess I don't know what a normal throat looks like.
They did say it was red, etc, etc, but again, I just couldn't tell.
Anyhoo, we're starting antibiotics and I can't wait to get him "feelin' back to good" because he is CRANKY!!! And, I get to spend the next couple of days home with this CRANKY 7 year old. Woohoo! No, really, I'm glad we have zeroed in on the problem and are back on the path to health. I HATE seeing my babies sick!
So, other than that, I've been just a tad bit busy. Who hasn't...It's almost Christmas! No, I am not done shopping, and yes it's true, we JUST got our tree and other Christmas decorations put up. We are slacking this year, but hey, at least we did do it before Christmas, and if all else fails, Jesus still loves me, in spite of it all.
For that, I am grateful.
So, as I sometimes like to do, I will leave you with my daily devotional from the last two days of my Praying Parent book...
"You don't have to be forever suspicious of your children, but you DO have to be suspicious of the Enemy lurking around waiting to erect a stronghold in their lives."
"Lord, I put my child in Your hands this day. Guide, protect, and convict him/her when sin is trying to take root. Strengthen him/her in battle when Satan attempts to gain a foothold in his/her heart."
AMEN TO THAT!
PS. Though most are shuddering at this cold weather, I am loving it...I know, I'm sick and twisted, right?
TTYL
Push the pause button right here for those of you wondering why I didn't already have him to the doctor at this point. The truth is we have been to sooo many Dr's apts over the last few months with him, I thought if there was ANY way to avoid it, I was going to. Plus, I thought maybe he had the flu, since even though his initial complaint was about his throat, he said it really didn't hurt after that...and I didn't think they could give him anything for the flu.
So, fast forward to Saturday... he still had fever but it was not nearly as high and at this point his symptoms did kind of a "switch-a-roo". He wasn't complaining about the previous symptoms. He got a horribly runny nose and diarrhea. Sunday I thought he was a tad bit better and Monday morning he didn't have fever, so off to school he went (he wanted to go, btw). Monday after school, he had fever again. He looked awful. Hmmm. Ok, Ok, I called the Dr. office, but opted to watch him one more day. Well, this morning he woke up w/ new symptoms....sneezing and coughing.
So, I took him in today, and the strep test was positive. I thought for sure it was the flu...but no. They said on top of strep, he probably has a cold and also a stomach bug...a veritable smorgasbord of germs, if you will. Yummy.
I told them he hasn't complained much about his throat and they told me something I'd never heard...they said some kids with strep never complain at ALL about their throats, that it affects everyone differently...I had no clue, I thought if your throat was infected, red, and swollen, that it would hurt.
Push the pause button again...I had, indeed, took a gander down that throat of his...but I couldn't tell anything...I guess I don't know what a normal throat looks like.
They did say it was red, etc, etc, but again, I just couldn't tell.
Anyhoo, we're starting antibiotics and I can't wait to get him "feelin' back to good" because he is CRANKY!!! And, I get to spend the next couple of days home with this CRANKY 7 year old. Woohoo! No, really, I'm glad we have zeroed in on the problem and are back on the path to health. I HATE seeing my babies sick!
So, other than that, I've been just a tad bit busy. Who hasn't...It's almost Christmas! No, I am not done shopping, and yes it's true, we JUST got our tree and other Christmas decorations put up. We are slacking this year, but hey, at least we did do it before Christmas, and if all else fails, Jesus still loves me, in spite of it all.
For that, I am grateful.
So, as I sometimes like to do, I will leave you with my daily devotional from the last two days of my Praying Parent book...
"You don't have to be forever suspicious of your children, but you DO have to be suspicious of the Enemy lurking around waiting to erect a stronghold in their lives."
"Lord, I put my child in Your hands this day. Guide, protect, and convict him/her when sin is trying to take root. Strengthen him/her in battle when Satan attempts to gain a foothold in his/her heart."
AMEN TO THAT!
PS. Though most are shuddering at this cold weather, I am loving it...I know, I'm sick and twisted, right?
TTYL
Friday, December 5, 2008
Holy Cow...an award.
I went to check up on my blog the other day,and Angie from AGD designs had nominated me for a blog award! I am just a stay @ home mom who blogs for fun,so I never would imagine getting a blog award...but I am so happy...it made me feel very special :-) so...Thanks Angie (check out her blog listed on my links,btw)!
Here it is:
The translation for this award:
This blog invests and believes in the Proximity-nearness in space, time and relationships. This blog is exceedingly charming. This kind blogger aims to find friends and be friends. This blogger is not interested in prizes or self aggrandizement. Our hope is that when the ribbons of these prizes are cut, even more friendships are propagated. Please give more attention to writers like this one and those nominated below. The rules: Deliver this award to eight bloggers who must choose eight more and include this cleverly written text into the body of their award.
The thing is, I am still fairly new to blogging, and so I only have a few that I keep up with. So, having to give the award to 8 bloggers, it was pretty much all the ones I keep up with. But! That doesn't mean these nominees are any less deserving! I totally enjoy these blogs listed below, and enjoy keeping up with them.
They deserve the award...
Ladies...I hope this brings a smile to your face like it did mine.
Hugs!
1)Amber
2)Amy
3)Sara
4)Melissa
5)Leah
6)Angie @ Bring the Rain
7)Des
8)Ashley
So, this was a fun post, I hope you enjoy your awards :-)
I would like to leave you with the verse from my daily devotional:
I will give you the keys of the kingdom in Heaven, and whatever you bind on earth will be bound in Heaven, and whatever you loose on earth will be loosed in Heaven.
Matthew 16:19
...this just kind of makes you think about what is important in life, and what isn't. So if there is something holding you back, pulling you down, I encourage you, in this holiday season, to cut the strings...be ready to enter the kingdom of Heaven knowing you aren't caught up in such earthly things...as we are all guilty of.
Big Hugs, Katy
Here it is:
The translation for this award:
This blog invests and believes in the Proximity-nearness in space, time and relationships. This blog is exceedingly charming. This kind blogger aims to find friends and be friends. This blogger is not interested in prizes or self aggrandizement. Our hope is that when the ribbons of these prizes are cut, even more friendships are propagated. Please give more attention to writers like this one and those nominated below. The rules: Deliver this award to eight bloggers who must choose eight more and include this cleverly written text into the body of their award.
The thing is, I am still fairly new to blogging, and so I only have a few that I keep up with. So, having to give the award to 8 bloggers, it was pretty much all the ones I keep up with. But! That doesn't mean these nominees are any less deserving! I totally enjoy these blogs listed below, and enjoy keeping up with them.
They deserve the award...
Ladies...I hope this brings a smile to your face like it did mine.
Hugs!
1)Amber
2)Amy
3)Sara
4)Melissa
5)Leah
6)Angie @ Bring the Rain
7)Des
8)Ashley
So, this was a fun post, I hope you enjoy your awards :-)
I would like to leave you with the verse from my daily devotional:
I will give you the keys of the kingdom in Heaven, and whatever you bind on earth will be bound in Heaven, and whatever you loose on earth will be loosed in Heaven.
Matthew 16:19
...this just kind of makes you think about what is important in life, and what isn't. So if there is something holding you back, pulling you down, I encourage you, in this holiday season, to cut the strings...be ready to enter the kingdom of Heaven knowing you aren't caught up in such earthly things...as we are all guilty of.
Big Hugs, Katy
Monday, December 1, 2008
Go me! Go me! & crusty lips
Can I get an applause?
I'm so proud of myself right now, that I'm thinking about throwing myself a party.
Ok, that MIGHT be taking it a bit far, but...
#1 I'm on my second blog in less than 24 hrs. (I should probably be embarrassed about this instead of being proud about it).
#2 I totally just hot synced (sp) my phone ALL BY MYSELF...let's not worry that I've had this phone for months and am just now getting around to doing this. Let's focus on the positive: Just be proud that I was able to actually do it. I probably shouldn't include the fact that there are 10 million wires going into the back of my PC and that I had to get my big booty on top of this weak, cheap computer desk, almost breaking the desk (seriously, there were was some scary "cracking sounds" and movements going on) and at least one of my limbs (that would be a story for the E.R. doctor). I almost spilled my precious Mexican Mocha, and before it was all said and done really wanted to punch someone in the face. But, it's totally done now, and I can show you the before & after pics of Izzy's haircut. We took off about 6 inches...and I know to some that doesn't seem like much, but this is my baby girl, y'all! She's had it trimmed a couple times before...but this was a true "cut".
BEFORE:
AFTER:
Also...Kristi did my hair a couple weeks ago, I'm liking it...she took out a lot of the "bulkiness". I know some people complain about their thin hair, but I have so much hair that it's ridiculous, per Amy's blog...I guess we can never just be happy with what we have.
BTW, I can NOT believe I'm posting a pic of my self, I HATE pics of myself, but, what can I say? I'm feeling bold today:
Last, but not least, I have a question.
Isabel's lips/mouth have been looking terrible. They started out looking chapped, but now it's spread beyond the borders of her lips and looks nasty! At first I thought it was simply chapped lips, but now I am starting to wonder. I am wondering if it could be a cold sore. No one in my family gets cold sores and I thought those were hereditary, but, who knows? She doesn't really act like it hurts her. Also, I just read that cold sores were contagious, but David and I have both kissed her on her cute little lips and neither one of us have gotten it (sadly enough I WON'T be kissing her there anymore until I figure out what's going on). So, I am sure she would appreciate me posting this picture of her crusty lips...but I was wondering if any of you get cold sores and if this is what it looks like or if you have any ideas why it's doing this (chap stick doesn't seem to be helping, btw). Please either comment or email me katyibarra@yahoo.com if you have any thoughts/suggestions.
Yup, told ya they looked nasty...
I'm so proud of myself right now, that I'm thinking about throwing myself a party.
Ok, that MIGHT be taking it a bit far, but...
#1 I'm on my second blog in less than 24 hrs. (I should probably be embarrassed about this instead of being proud about it).
#2 I totally just hot synced (sp) my phone ALL BY MYSELF...let's not worry that I've had this phone for months and am just now getting around to doing this. Let's focus on the positive: Just be proud that I was able to actually do it. I probably shouldn't include the fact that there are 10 million wires going into the back of my PC and that I had to get my big booty on top of this weak, cheap computer desk, almost breaking the desk (seriously, there were was some scary "cracking sounds" and movements going on) and at least one of my limbs (that would be a story for the E.R. doctor). I almost spilled my precious Mexican Mocha, and before it was all said and done really wanted to punch someone in the face. But, it's totally done now, and I can show you the before & after pics of Izzy's haircut. We took off about 6 inches...and I know to some that doesn't seem like much, but this is my baby girl, y'all! She's had it trimmed a couple times before...but this was a true "cut".
BEFORE:
AFTER:
Also...Kristi did my hair a couple weeks ago, I'm liking it...she took out a lot of the "bulkiness". I know some people complain about their thin hair, but I have so much hair that it's ridiculous, per Amy's blog...I guess we can never just be happy with what we have.
BTW, I can NOT believe I'm posting a pic of my self, I HATE pics of myself, but, what can I say? I'm feeling bold today:
Last, but not least, I have a question.
Isabel's lips/mouth have been looking terrible. They started out looking chapped, but now it's spread beyond the borders of her lips and looks nasty! At first I thought it was simply chapped lips, but now I am starting to wonder. I am wondering if it could be a cold sore. No one in my family gets cold sores and I thought those were hereditary, but, who knows? She doesn't really act like it hurts her. Also, I just read that cold sores were contagious, but David and I have both kissed her on her cute little lips and neither one of us have gotten it (sadly enough I WON'T be kissing her there anymore until I figure out what's going on). So, I am sure she would appreciate me posting this picture of her crusty lips...but I was wondering if any of you get cold sores and if this is what it looks like or if you have any ideas why it's doing this (chap stick doesn't seem to be helping, btw). Please either comment or email me katyibarra@yahoo.com if you have any thoughts/suggestions.
Yup, told ya they looked nasty...
Sunday, November 30, 2008
Pouty and pictures
If I'm going to be honest, I must tell you that on Thanksgiving, I almost jumped in my car and headed out of town...to get away from family. You see, two days prior, my loving husband, offered to do Thanksgiving at our house. HELLO!!?? Aren't you supposed to ask the other person who owns the house with you, lives with you, you know, your spouse, about something like that? I guess he missed that when he read through the rule book. It was just hard...we usually do it at one (or both) of my grandmothers' houses...but they have passed away, so that really wasn't an option this year. I knew we needed to gather and give thanks as a family, but just wanted to head out on the highway and do something different...to get my mind off of things. No such luck seeing as how the hubby offered us up. So, I awoke that morning, ashamed to say, in a foul mood. I was being selfish and pouty and was so annoyed. Although, D did step in and make the dressing and pecan pie, neither of which he has ever made, and both of which he did a great job. Plus, my mom showed up and helped out...I was soooo thankful for that. It turned out to be a great day, and ended up being pretty relaxed. I felt bad for feeling like I did, after all, I do have so many blessings and things to be thankful for...but I was just having one of those days...on Thanksgiving, no less. But, again, once it was all said and done, minus the morning breakdown, it turned out really nice. And, for the first time ever, I don't think I ate wayyy too much...only a little too much.
We got some cute pics of Izzy and my nieces...my boys refused to take photos...and the mood I was in didn't help, because I was in no mood to hassle with them. Of course, now I'm annoyed at myself that I have no photos of ALL my blessings from that day :-(
A couple days before Isabel got a shipment of dresses from Formal Kids that we needed to shoot some pics of for their advertisements...
I thought they turned out pretty good, considering she has an awful cold, runny nose, watery eyes, and a broken out lip...LOL
Keep in mind, these are "pre-edit"...
Ok, well, it's time to start counting down the days until Christmas (actually I think Wal-mart started the day after Halloween)...I can NOT belive that time is almost here again...each year goes by faster and faster...my kids think I'm nuts when I say that, but then again, I thought the same about my parents when they said that to me...
We got some cute pics of Izzy and my nieces...my boys refused to take photos...and the mood I was in didn't help, because I was in no mood to hassle with them. Of course, now I'm annoyed at myself that I have no photos of ALL my blessings from that day :-(
A couple days before Isabel got a shipment of dresses from Formal Kids that we needed to shoot some pics of for their advertisements...
I thought they turned out pretty good, considering she has an awful cold, runny nose, watery eyes, and a broken out lip...LOL
Keep in mind, these are "pre-edit"...
Ok, well, it's time to start counting down the days until Christmas (actually I think Wal-mart started the day after Halloween)...I can NOT belive that time is almost here again...each year goes by faster and faster...my kids think I'm nuts when I say that, but then again, I thought the same about my parents when they said that to me...
Monday, November 24, 2008
Basically nothing & Happy Thanksgiving...
I don't have much to blog about...but I have a couple of cute pictures I wanted to share of Izzy, and my niece, 'Rissa, playing in the gym:
I also wanted to share what I read today in a daily devotional...
Sin has a toxic effect. Unconfessed sin weighs us down; it distorts and darkens our image. Confessed sin and a repentant heart bring light, life, confidence, and freedom.
Cast away from you all the transgressions which you have commited, and get yourselves a new heart and a new spirit.
Ezekiel 18:31
So, not sure why I felt the need to share that, God just put it on my heart to do so.
I hope you all have a fabulous, blessed holiday...Happy Thanksgiving!
I also wanted to share what I read today in a daily devotional...
Sin has a toxic effect. Unconfessed sin weighs us down; it distorts and darkens our image. Confessed sin and a repentant heart bring light, life, confidence, and freedom.
Cast away from you all the transgressions which you have commited, and get yourselves a new heart and a new spirit.
Ezekiel 18:31
So, not sure why I felt the need to share that, God just put it on my heart to do so.
I hope you all have a fabulous, blessed holiday...Happy Thanksgiving!
Thursday, November 20, 2008
Happiness, sadness, & cookies...
Well, this week has been great, but TGIF (technically it's Thursday night, but who's counting?)!
We started off with a long awaited appointment in Dallas for Joseph, on Monday. Things went better than I expected, and we are in good spirits & high hopes ready to embark on this journey...I must say, as if you didn't already know, God is good. He NEVER ceases to amaze me. I am just so thankful that he is so merciful.
On Wednesday, Izzy & I got together with Amber and Addy (see her blog for some cute pics). It was supposed to be for coffee, but turned into Amber cooking lunch for us (which was great!). I needed that time and it had been too long! We ALWAYS have a good time with them.
I know that Jesus never turned anyone away, and if we are to be like Jesus, then we should love on EVERYONE, no matter what they are like, or how unlovable they are (especially knowing that could be US sometimes). I know that we are supposed to be a light for HIM, helping to guide others to HIM...but sometimes, it just FEELS GOOD to be around someone who shares the same morals and values as you. It feels good to be around other believers who are an encouragement to your faith, when the world is always so quick to bring you down. I am thankful for these kinds of people in my life/my families life...they are such a blessing.
Last night, I got in the mood for "Prize Orange Cookies". As a little girl, my great grandma Galbreath would make them for me...and every time she gave them to me, they would be layered between wax paper, in an old coffee can. These cookies are the BEST EVER. They are best chilled, and the coffee can was perfect for that. She passed away when I was about 18. My Mamaw (grandmother) taught me how to make those cookies years later, and I now have the recipe and can do it on my own. Yesterday, I was missing my Mamaw incredibly (she left for Heaven on Aug. 6th), maybe that is what spurred me on to delve into the 3-4 hour process of making these cookies. As I got out my mixer, and began to work, I felt so close to my Mamaw. I wasn't trying to rush through it like always, but felt calm and took my time and enjoyed the pouring, sifting, measuring, juicing, grating,mixing, and baking. Isabel even helped a little. Of course, I can't say the same for the cleaning up afterwards part. I don't claim that there were no tears, because actually there were many of them...it was sort of like therapy. My memories of her are still so fresh, I can just about reach out and get my hands around it. I can still clearly see her at work in the kitchen. I miss her so much that as you read this I want to jump out of your screen and ask you if you know how much she meant to me...to our family (I know, kind of a scary thought...me jumping out of your screen). It's amazing how your heart can be so broken at times, yet continue to beat.
Anyway, the cookies were delicious, and even though she's no longer on Earth, her love was in every bite.
As long as I'm on this earth, I will never understand death, and I am thankful that because of my Savior, I don't have to. I trust that he has a plan, and that it's a good one. I trust that he knows my own heart, better than even I. I trust that He has the whole world in His hands...my brothers, my sisters, the little bitty babies, you, and me...He has all of us, In His Hands. :-)
We started off with a long awaited appointment in Dallas for Joseph, on Monday. Things went better than I expected, and we are in good spirits & high hopes ready to embark on this journey...I must say, as if you didn't already know, God is good. He NEVER ceases to amaze me. I am just so thankful that he is so merciful.
On Wednesday, Izzy & I got together with Amber and Addy (see her blog for some cute pics). It was supposed to be for coffee, but turned into Amber cooking lunch for us (which was great!). I needed that time and it had been too long! We ALWAYS have a good time with them.
I know that Jesus never turned anyone away, and if we are to be like Jesus, then we should love on EVERYONE, no matter what they are like, or how unlovable they are (especially knowing that could be US sometimes). I know that we are supposed to be a light for HIM, helping to guide others to HIM...but sometimes, it just FEELS GOOD to be around someone who shares the same morals and values as you. It feels good to be around other believers who are an encouragement to your faith, when the world is always so quick to bring you down. I am thankful for these kinds of people in my life/my families life...they are such a blessing.
Last night, I got in the mood for "Prize Orange Cookies". As a little girl, my great grandma Galbreath would make them for me...and every time she gave them to me, they would be layered between wax paper, in an old coffee can. These cookies are the BEST EVER. They are best chilled, and the coffee can was perfect for that. She passed away when I was about 18. My Mamaw (grandmother) taught me how to make those cookies years later, and I now have the recipe and can do it on my own. Yesterday, I was missing my Mamaw incredibly (she left for Heaven on Aug. 6th), maybe that is what spurred me on to delve into the 3-4 hour process of making these cookies. As I got out my mixer, and began to work, I felt so close to my Mamaw. I wasn't trying to rush through it like always, but felt calm and took my time and enjoyed the pouring, sifting, measuring, juicing, grating,mixing, and baking. Isabel even helped a little. Of course, I can't say the same for the cleaning up afterwards part. I don't claim that there were no tears, because actually there were many of them...it was sort of like therapy. My memories of her are still so fresh, I can just about reach out and get my hands around it. I can still clearly see her at work in the kitchen. I miss her so much that as you read this I want to jump out of your screen and ask you if you know how much she meant to me...to our family (I know, kind of a scary thought...me jumping out of your screen). It's amazing how your heart can be so broken at times, yet continue to beat.
Anyway, the cookies were delicious, and even though she's no longer on Earth, her love was in every bite.
As long as I'm on this earth, I will never understand death, and I am thankful that because of my Savior, I don't have to. I trust that he has a plan, and that it's a good one. I trust that he knows my own heart, better than even I. I trust that He has the whole world in His hands...my brothers, my sisters, the little bitty babies, you, and me...He has all of us, In His Hands. :-)
Saturday, November 15, 2008
Women's day of refreshing/being thankful
Today @ church was our Women's day of refreshing.
Though we looked at several verses in the Bible, our main one was Psalms 100:4
"Enter into his gates with thanksgiving, And into his courts with praise: Give thanks unto him, and bless his name."
We talked about being thankful, and how it shouldn't be just a cliche.
The speaker read an email she had received, which touched me.
I don't remember all of it, though I could probably search the web for it.
It talked about being thankful for things you wouldn't normally be thankful for.
For instance, being thankful for your huge electricity bill, because it means your family is cool in the Summer, and warm in the Winter...being thankful for a messy house to pick up, and laundry to do, and endless dishes to wash, because it means you have a loving home filled with family...etc...
Even if we have nothing, or no one on this Earth, just the fact that we can breathe is enough to be thankful for.
We talked about how there is nothing we can do to earn God's love, that he just loves us in spite of ourselves. That is amazing. It makes sense though...it's the way I feel about my own children...there is nothing they have had to do to earn my love. I loved them from the moment they were formed in my womb, at least from the moment I knew they were there. And, no matter how many things they mess up or break, or how many times they forget to use their manners...or how many times I have to ask them to do something they should just do on their own...I love them in spite of it all. I think about how much I love them, how nothing could ever change it, and then just try to imagine how much deeper the Father's love is for us...and then I realize that it is so awesome that I can't even begin to comprehend it, and I must just accept (and am happy to do!) it.
I want to be thankful to GOD, just for giving me breath.
I want to be thankful to GOD, that I have to cook dinner and make my husband a plate, and then clean it up...because it means I have a husband who works hard all day to provide for his family.
I want to be thankful when my car is a mess and I don't have time to wash it or clean it out, it means we have transportation, and get to go places and see people and do things together as a family.
I want to be thankful when my child has a messy room, because it means I have a healthy child that can play...and we have been able to afford toys and clothes.
I want to be thankful when my friends call and gripe and complain and I have a headache and am really not in the mood to listen, because it means I have friends that trust me enough to talk to me...and that will also listen to me when I need to vent.
I will be thankful when I am sick, because it means if I need to I can go to the doctor and get medicine if need be.
I will be thankful that the sun rises and sets on yet another day, because GOD has given me blessing after blessing to fill it up.
There is an endless amount of things to be thankful for.
I want to challenge you...I want you to take something "not good" going on in your life, something that has been bothering you, eating at you, trying your patience, driving you crazy, even something that has you scared or worried...
I want you to take that something, and find a reason to be thankful for it.
I once read a story...
I don't remember it exactly, but there was something of a concentration or refugee camp. People were housed in shabby tents and barely feed or cared for, it was filthy disgusting living. It was harsh, at best. There were two sisters who were housed together in a tent. There tent was infested with lice, mosquito's, and bugs. One sister complained daily (this would be me! I mean Hello, who would be thankful for bugs) and the other gave thanks in their prayers for the bugs, and rough conditions...and told the other sister she needed to do the same, and though she didn't quite understand it, she did it anyway.
Once they were released from the camp, they learned that the guards had been going into all the tents and abusing the women at night, but stayed clear of the one tent with the sisters because it was so infested with bugs...WOW...how miserable it must have been to have bugs constantly everywhere, how awful, yet they were better than what would have happened had the bugs not been there.
Choose something that is hard to be thankful for, and be thankful for it anyway.
God has a plan for you and he knows your heart.
Trust in Him and be thankful, for everything give praise to Him!
Though we looked at several verses in the Bible, our main one was Psalms 100:4
"Enter into his gates with thanksgiving, And into his courts with praise: Give thanks unto him, and bless his name."
We talked about being thankful, and how it shouldn't be just a cliche.
The speaker read an email she had received, which touched me.
I don't remember all of it, though I could probably search the web for it.
It talked about being thankful for things you wouldn't normally be thankful for.
For instance, being thankful for your huge electricity bill, because it means your family is cool in the Summer, and warm in the Winter...being thankful for a messy house to pick up, and laundry to do, and endless dishes to wash, because it means you have a loving home filled with family...etc...
Even if we have nothing, or no one on this Earth, just the fact that we can breathe is enough to be thankful for.
We talked about how there is nothing we can do to earn God's love, that he just loves us in spite of ourselves. That is amazing. It makes sense though...it's the way I feel about my own children...there is nothing they have had to do to earn my love. I loved them from the moment they were formed in my womb, at least from the moment I knew they were there. And, no matter how many things they mess up or break, or how many times they forget to use their manners...or how many times I have to ask them to do something they should just do on their own...I love them in spite of it all. I think about how much I love them, how nothing could ever change it, and then just try to imagine how much deeper the Father's love is for us...and then I realize that it is so awesome that I can't even begin to comprehend it, and I must just accept (and am happy to do!) it.
I want to be thankful to GOD, just for giving me breath.
I want to be thankful to GOD, that I have to cook dinner and make my husband a plate, and then clean it up...because it means I have a husband who works hard all day to provide for his family.
I want to be thankful when my car is a mess and I don't have time to wash it or clean it out, it means we have transportation, and get to go places and see people and do things together as a family.
I want to be thankful when my child has a messy room, because it means I have a healthy child that can play...and we have been able to afford toys and clothes.
I want to be thankful when my friends call and gripe and complain and I have a headache and am really not in the mood to listen, because it means I have friends that trust me enough to talk to me...and that will also listen to me when I need to vent.
I will be thankful when I am sick, because it means if I need to I can go to the doctor and get medicine if need be.
I will be thankful that the sun rises and sets on yet another day, because GOD has given me blessing after blessing to fill it up.
There is an endless amount of things to be thankful for.
I want to challenge you...I want you to take something "not good" going on in your life, something that has been bothering you, eating at you, trying your patience, driving you crazy, even something that has you scared or worried...
I want you to take that something, and find a reason to be thankful for it.
I once read a story...
I don't remember it exactly, but there was something of a concentration or refugee camp. People were housed in shabby tents and barely feed or cared for, it was filthy disgusting living. It was harsh, at best. There were two sisters who were housed together in a tent. There tent was infested with lice, mosquito's, and bugs. One sister complained daily (this would be me! I mean Hello, who would be thankful for bugs) and the other gave thanks in their prayers for the bugs, and rough conditions...and told the other sister she needed to do the same, and though she didn't quite understand it, she did it anyway.
Once they were released from the camp, they learned that the guards had been going into all the tents and abusing the women at night, but stayed clear of the one tent with the sisters because it was so infested with bugs...WOW...how miserable it must have been to have bugs constantly everywhere, how awful, yet they were better than what would have happened had the bugs not been there.
Choose something that is hard to be thankful for, and be thankful for it anyway.
God has a plan for you and he knows your heart.
Trust in Him and be thankful, for everything give praise to Him!
Friday, November 7, 2008
this&that
I was going to post pics of Izzy's hair cut...but the day we did it, my camera batteries were dead. I took pictures with my phone, but have no clue how to get them onto the computer, so until big D has time to help me, they will have to wait. She pretty much has the same hair style, but we took off about 6 inches! It is so much easier to manage now, and she likes it, too.
This morning Isabel and I had a sausage and biscuit fro breakfast. She came up to me and told me she ate all of it, I told her to open her mouth and let me see, then told her how proud I was of her for eating all her breakfast. She then proceeded to say, "Mommy, now open your mouth and let me see if you ate all of yours....ohhhh, you did...good girl, I'm SO proud of you, Mommy!".
Well, my friend, Amy, is moving to Denton this weekend. I will miss her, but look forward to visiting her in her new place :-) I pray the transition is smooth into the new home, schools, work, etc...love y'all :-)
You know, it's Fall. I do love Fall...beautiful weather & scenery, warm scents and feelings, Thanksgiving...etc...
As much as I love it ALL, I hate thinking about this special time, meant to be shared with family, and the fact that neither one of my grandma's will be here this year...it will be my 2nd T.G. w/0 G-ma, and my first w/o Mamaw. In a way I just want to take off and have T.G. somewhere else. I feel like if we celebrate in a place that is not as familiar, it won't be so different by the lone fact that my grandmothers aren't here to celebrate with. Oh, I am longing for a hug from them...just to sit around and talk with them. I know they are better off than I, in Heaven, but I miss them, nonetheless:-). So, if you are fortunate enough to still have your grandparents on Earth to celebrate with, hug them tight and enjoy your time together.
Btw, David is on vacation next week, but do we have anything planned? NO! I can think of a few things I would LIKE to do...but we will just have to see, it's hard with the kiddos in school, we can't just take off ya know?! If anyone has any ideas for a short day or two trip, pass it my way.
Abrazos, Katy
This morning Isabel and I had a sausage and biscuit fro breakfast. She came up to me and told me she ate all of it, I told her to open her mouth and let me see, then told her how proud I was of her for eating all her breakfast. She then proceeded to say, "Mommy, now open your mouth and let me see if you ate all of yours....ohhhh, you did...good girl, I'm SO proud of you, Mommy!".
Well, my friend, Amy, is moving to Denton this weekend. I will miss her, but look forward to visiting her in her new place :-) I pray the transition is smooth into the new home, schools, work, etc...love y'all :-)
You know, it's Fall. I do love Fall...beautiful weather & scenery, warm scents and feelings, Thanksgiving...etc...
As much as I love it ALL, I hate thinking about this special time, meant to be shared with family, and the fact that neither one of my grandma's will be here this year...it will be my 2nd T.G. w/0 G-ma, and my first w/o Mamaw. In a way I just want to take off and have T.G. somewhere else. I feel like if we celebrate in a place that is not as familiar, it won't be so different by the lone fact that my grandmothers aren't here to celebrate with. Oh, I am longing for a hug from them...just to sit around and talk with them. I know they are better off than I, in Heaven, but I miss them, nonetheless:-). So, if you are fortunate enough to still have your grandparents on Earth to celebrate with, hug them tight and enjoy your time together.
Btw, David is on vacation next week, but do we have anything planned? NO! I can think of a few things I would LIKE to do...but we will just have to see, it's hard with the kiddos in school, we can't just take off ya know?! If anyone has any ideas for a short day or two trip, pass it my way.
Abrazos, Katy
Monday, November 3, 2008
Powerful
I have already shared this video with some of you, but I couldn't resist posting it here thinking it might reach a few more people...
To me, it is such a simple, short video, yet so very powerful...
it even moved my husband (who has watched it daily since we came across it, btw) which is hard to do :-)
It just reminds us what GOD does for us on a daily basis, and all the things that get in the way of our relationship with Him, it's so easy to get caught up in the day to day hassles,
so take a few minutes to watch it, and I hope you are blessed by it...
before you do so, you will need to scroll down and pause my playlist...
And for some reason it doesn't show up as big on my blog page as it does from it's home page, so if you would rather have the link instead of watching it from this page:
http://www.godtube.com/view_video.php?viewkey=ee73e63418003b47d7d5
To me, it is such a simple, short video, yet so very powerful...
it even moved my husband (who has watched it daily since we came across it, btw) which is hard to do :-)
It just reminds us what GOD does for us on a daily basis, and all the things that get in the way of our relationship with Him, it's so easy to get caught up in the day to day hassles,
so take a few minutes to watch it, and I hope you are blessed by it...
before you do so, you will need to scroll down and pause my playlist...
And for some reason it doesn't show up as big on my blog page as it does from it's home page, so if you would rather have the link instead of watching it from this page:
http://www.godtube.com/view_video.php?viewkey=ee73e63418003b47d7d5
Monday, October 27, 2008
I can tell it's Monday...
I can tell it's Monday, for sure.
First, we woke up a late this morning and were scrambling to get out the door. Andrew forgot his coat, and it was in the 40's when we left for school...but it's supposed to warm up, so I think he'll be fine??!! I couldn't find Joseph's lunch box, so his lunch is packed in a Wal-Mart sack...nice, huh? I know, I know, way too classy for all you folks out there in "blog land"...LOL.
Isabel is going to have her hair cut today...I'll try to post before and after pics later on. She is 3 1/2 and her hair has been cut once and trimmed twice already. It is very long, and she has a lot, but it is also very fine and slinky...so you can't do much with it. It's breaking my heart to cut it, but it needs to be done for her sake (she hates getting it brushed), and if I don't take the plunge and do it now, I fear I may never do it!
I have so much laundry to do that it should be illegal, I'm serious, my boys put on their LAST pair of socks this morning. Pray that I can get my butt in gear and get at least three loads done today! Yes, I have more than three loads...lots more.
I honestly would rather get back in bed at this moment, but...yea, the show must go on.
The worst part of my day (mind you it's only 8:30) is this morning when I walked into the kitchen. You see, our dog, Kiki, has been having accidents in the house. I don't mean "tinkle" either (thank GOD for tiled floors). This is NOT like her...she NEVER does this, but has been for the last few days. Last night David said he thought there was blood in her stool, but I figured he didn't know what he was talking about. As I laid in bed last night I contemplated making our "indoor dog" an "outdoor dog", I can't have anyone or anything just using the potty in my floor...I just can't. Anyway, this morning I got up (late, remember?) and walked into the kitchen. I looked, and in about 3 or 4 spots, I saw this stuff in the kitchen floor. I wondered, "Who got grape jelly everywhere and didn't even bother to clean it up or at least tell me"? Upon closer inspection, I found it wasn't grape jelly, but Kiki had again gone potty in the floor...inside. As I went to clean it up, I realized that there is, indeed, blood in her stools. As of this moment, I am waiting on a call from the vet. I know this isn't a pleasant subject, but half the reason I'm telling you is to see if any of you have dealt with this before. Do any of you know what could be wrong with her? She hasn't been herself lately, and everything is coming together now, I just feel bad I didn't realize it sooner. So, I know she's just a dog, but say a prayer that she isn't in too much pain, and that this hasn't been going on for too long...and that it isn't anything the kids can catch, because they are all very close to her and constantly touching/petting/holding her.
Isabel wanted ramen noodles for breakfast this morning, and usually I would protest,knowing she needed something a little healthier, something with a little more substance... but this morning it sounded easy and given my current state of mind, I said Yes!
I hope this morning is not a header for this week, or else I will have to get on medication. For sure.
Of course, our Father is merciful, and even among all the chaos...blessings still abound, and I'm thankful.
I hope that the Lord blesses your week...
and I will try to get back later with updates on our dog and Izzy's haircut.
Feliz Lunes!
First, we woke up a late this morning and were scrambling to get out the door. Andrew forgot his coat, and it was in the 40's when we left for school...but it's supposed to warm up, so I think he'll be fine??!! I couldn't find Joseph's lunch box, so his lunch is packed in a Wal-Mart sack...nice, huh? I know, I know, way too classy for all you folks out there in "blog land"...LOL.
Isabel is going to have her hair cut today...I'll try to post before and after pics later on. She is 3 1/2 and her hair has been cut once and trimmed twice already. It is very long, and she has a lot, but it is also very fine and slinky...so you can't do much with it. It's breaking my heart to cut it, but it needs to be done for her sake (she hates getting it brushed), and if I don't take the plunge and do it now, I fear I may never do it!
I have so much laundry to do that it should be illegal, I'm serious, my boys put on their LAST pair of socks this morning. Pray that I can get my butt in gear and get at least three loads done today! Yes, I have more than three loads...lots more.
I honestly would rather get back in bed at this moment, but...yea, the show must go on.
The worst part of my day (mind you it's only 8:30) is this morning when I walked into the kitchen. You see, our dog, Kiki, has been having accidents in the house. I don't mean "tinkle" either (thank GOD for tiled floors). This is NOT like her...she NEVER does this, but has been for the last few days. Last night David said he thought there was blood in her stool, but I figured he didn't know what he was talking about. As I laid in bed last night I contemplated making our "indoor dog" an "outdoor dog", I can't have anyone or anything just using the potty in my floor...I just can't. Anyway, this morning I got up (late, remember?) and walked into the kitchen. I looked, and in about 3 or 4 spots, I saw this stuff in the kitchen floor. I wondered, "Who got grape jelly everywhere and didn't even bother to clean it up or at least tell me"? Upon closer inspection, I found it wasn't grape jelly, but Kiki had again gone potty in the floor...inside. As I went to clean it up, I realized that there is, indeed, blood in her stools. As of this moment, I am waiting on a call from the vet. I know this isn't a pleasant subject, but half the reason I'm telling you is to see if any of you have dealt with this before. Do any of you know what could be wrong with her? She hasn't been herself lately, and everything is coming together now, I just feel bad I didn't realize it sooner. So, I know she's just a dog, but say a prayer that she isn't in too much pain, and that this hasn't been going on for too long...and that it isn't anything the kids can catch, because they are all very close to her and constantly touching/petting/holding her.
Isabel wanted ramen noodles for breakfast this morning, and usually I would protest,knowing she needed something a little healthier, something with a little more substance... but this morning it sounded easy and given my current state of mind, I said Yes!
I hope this morning is not a header for this week, or else I will have to get on medication. For sure.
Of course, our Father is merciful, and even among all the chaos...blessings still abound, and I'm thankful.
I hope that the Lord blesses your week...
and I will try to get back later with updates on our dog and Izzy's haircut.
Feliz Lunes!
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
yeahhhhh, ummmmmm......
So much for that three day in a row blog.
Honestly, I don't even know why I am blogging right now because I am totally exhausted. Life is always busy, but starting last Friday morning until this moment, I don't feel like I've even had the chance to breathe. It has been NON-Stop activity. Oh my, I am so tired.
I just read the update on my friend, Amy's, blog...and I am bummed. She is moving in less than three weeks. I will miss her so much. I am so thankful GOD let us cross paths when we did, I hope we will remain friends even after she moves. She has a good reason, so I will forgive her...but will miss her sooo much! Still, I pray GOD blesses her family in this move, and that many happy days are ahead for them. :-)
I did get to have some "girl time" yesterday morning...Thanks to all of you for dropping in, I enjoyed the great company, in my pj's and all. We need to do it again...soon. ;-)
I asked Izzy what she wanted to do tomorrow after I get done with the things I have to do...she said, "Ummm, I just need to stop by Wal-Mart for some pink fingernail polish and some gum". HaHaHa, whose child is this? Thank you GOD for my daughter, she never fails to bring a smile to my face each and every day (as do the rest of my boo's).
Though I can't imagine they will see this, I would like to give a shout out to my big cousin, Josh and his new wife, Heather! They are now husband and wife. I was bummed that I didn't get to fly to NY for the wedding, but I just finished going through tons of pictures online, and I have to say, it was SPECTACULAR! It looked like a beautiful, fabulous, fun wedding! Congrats you guys...wish I would have been there! Best wishes on your new life together!
My niece is starting Volleyball and I'm so excited. I have always been super close to them and love them almost as much as my very own <3. They don't get as many chances, choices, options, experiences, etc...as some kids, and I am so glad she is getting this chance. I think she is going to fabulous, and I can't wait to watch each and every game!!! I think it is so important to foster a child's desire to seek out their special talents. It is a proven fact that if kids are involved in extra-curricular activities (that they enjoy, are good at), the chances are better that their life will take a more positive path. I pray this is something she is great at, and excels in, and helps boost her self confidence.
Ok, so I am skipping from subject to subject, but as I write this, big "D" is watching "Dr. G, medical examiner"...I hear it in the background...can you say...depressing ?! Then again, I guess it isn't any worse than my addiction, The First 48!! I LOVE it! My other addiction, Jon & Kate plus 8! (Izzy watches it with me). Of course, other than that, I don't even care for TV.
Ok, hope everyone is having a great week :-) The weather is supposed to cool off quite a bit this week, and I am soo looking forward to it. I love the Fall..the cooler weather, the pretty leaves, the warm scents (I'm a sucker for 'em, too, Amy).
All my ninos just got in their jackets that I ordered online...and they look so cute! I am betting everyone is going to be out getting some warm clothing shopping done this weekend, unless they are better than me and have already done it (Hey, those of you close to me know I'm late with everything!). Ooooohhhh, or enjoying the Pumpkin Festival...that is always fun! We actually have a pool party to go to this weekend, How crazy is that???
Ok,
Happy Fall,
be blessed!
Until next time...
Honestly, I don't even know why I am blogging right now because I am totally exhausted. Life is always busy, but starting last Friday morning until this moment, I don't feel like I've even had the chance to breathe. It has been NON-Stop activity. Oh my, I am so tired.
I just read the update on my friend, Amy's, blog...and I am bummed. She is moving in less than three weeks. I will miss her so much. I am so thankful GOD let us cross paths when we did, I hope we will remain friends even after she moves. She has a good reason, so I will forgive her...but will miss her sooo much! Still, I pray GOD blesses her family in this move, and that many happy days are ahead for them. :-)
I did get to have some "girl time" yesterday morning...Thanks to all of you for dropping in, I enjoyed the great company, in my pj's and all. We need to do it again...soon. ;-)
I asked Izzy what she wanted to do tomorrow after I get done with the things I have to do...she said, "Ummm, I just need to stop by Wal-Mart for some pink fingernail polish and some gum". HaHaHa, whose child is this? Thank you GOD for my daughter, she never fails to bring a smile to my face each and every day (as do the rest of my boo's).
Though I can't imagine they will see this, I would like to give a shout out to my big cousin, Josh and his new wife, Heather! They are now husband and wife. I was bummed that I didn't get to fly to NY for the wedding, but I just finished going through tons of pictures online, and I have to say, it was SPECTACULAR! It looked like a beautiful, fabulous, fun wedding! Congrats you guys...wish I would have been there! Best wishes on your new life together!
My niece is starting Volleyball and I'm so excited. I have always been super close to them and love them almost as much as my very own <3. They don't get as many chances, choices, options, experiences, etc...as some kids, and I am so glad she is getting this chance. I think she is going to fabulous, and I can't wait to watch each and every game!!! I think it is so important to foster a child's desire to seek out their special talents. It is a proven fact that if kids are involved in extra-curricular activities (that they enjoy, are good at), the chances are better that their life will take a more positive path. I pray this is something she is great at, and excels in, and helps boost her self confidence.
Ok, so I am skipping from subject to subject, but as I write this, big "D" is watching "Dr. G, medical examiner"...I hear it in the background...can you say...depressing ?! Then again, I guess it isn't any worse than my addiction, The First 48!! I LOVE it! My other addiction, Jon & Kate plus 8! (Izzy watches it with me). Of course, other than that, I don't even care for TV.
Ok, hope everyone is having a great week :-) The weather is supposed to cool off quite a bit this week, and I am soo looking forward to it. I love the Fall..the cooler weather, the pretty leaves, the warm scents (I'm a sucker for 'em, too, Amy).
All my ninos just got in their jackets that I ordered online...and they look so cute! I am betting everyone is going to be out getting some warm clothing shopping done this weekend, unless they are better than me and have already done it (Hey, those of you close to me know I'm late with everything!). Ooooohhhh, or enjoying the Pumpkin Festival...that is always fun! We actually have a pool party to go to this weekend, How crazy is that???
Ok,
Happy Fall,
be blessed!
Until next time...
Monday, October 13, 2008
Catching up & more random
I am totally blogging two days in a row...about random stuff. Nothing important is going on right now, which is a good thing, I guess. So, for now, the random blogs will have to suffice :-)
Anyway, my boys are addicted to X-Box...I HATE it! If I had my way, we wouldn't even have one, but, David likes to play it, too. My rule is that they are not allowed to play during the week, when school is going on. So, by the weekend they are ready to get their fix. Isabel was with my dad over the weekend and got into her cousin's Lego's...she loved them. (This is going somewhere, keep reading) So, we ended up getting her a set and the boys wanted some as well. They all came right home with their sets and opened them up. All three of them played with their sets for hours. Isabel's were just basic Lego's, she would build and tear it apart, build and tear it apart. The boys had sets with directions they needed to follow to build specific things. Andrew and Joseph were in their room, GETTING ALONG, HELPING EACH OTHER, NOT PLAYING THE X-BOX...for HOURS. I kept going in checking on their progress...and I have to admit, it was the first time in a long time I had seem them really enjoy each other and what they were doing besides playing video games!
Behold, how good and how pleasant it is for brothers to dwell together in unity!
Psalm 133:1
So, of course I had to take some pictures...
and you can't tell from here, but these are NOT easy, there are TONS of tiny parts!
Also, I am a little behind about this, but the boys got new furniture a couple weeks ago...a couple of you have already seen it, and though it arrived and we put it up, I am still not done with the room, so I will post those pics later on when I get the room completed...but here is a pic where they delivered it and for some reason off loaded it into my dad's truck (David & my dad's doing...didn't understand why)...
check out my "King of the hill"
Also! Last weekend we went to our niece's birthday party. She was turning two. Here is a shot I snapped of her (Kaydan) and Isabel eating snow cones...I hate to sound like a dorky mom...but shouldn't it be illegal to have this much cuteness in one place?
This past Friday I had arranged for all three of my kids to spend the night with their grandparents, David and I rarely get just adult time...I was so excited. We went out to dinner with my friend, Kristi, who I hardly ever get to see anymore. I really really enjoyed spending the time with adults only...and two of my favorite adults at that :-) But, about 10 o'clock the kids started calling and I was missing them, they wanted to come home. How could I say "No"? I couldn't, by midnight, they were all back home with us. Oh well, better luck next time, huh? We need out of town grandparents...LOL.
Church yesterday had a really good message, and Izzy finally stayed in her class so David and I could actually sit and listen to the sermon...maybe that is why I enjoyed it so much. I really really want to start helping out in the children's ministry there, but I have a really hard time committing to ANYTHING. I told someone the other day, I hate change, yet I hate commitment. She just laughed at me and asked, "How can that be"? I can't help it, I hate commitment. When I tell people that, they don't get it because David and I have been together and had our family so long, I tell them that is enough commitment for me, that's why I can't commit to anything else...hehe! So, pray for me that my heart and mind can truly be open to what direction GOD wants me to take with this, and not turn away because of the fear of ongoing responsibility.
Until my next blog (think I can do three in row??? guess we will have to see about that), I hope you all have a very blessed week, and you find time to truly seek out the Lord and just spend some time with Him.
~K
Anyway, my boys are addicted to X-Box...I HATE it! If I had my way, we wouldn't even have one, but, David likes to play it, too. My rule is that they are not allowed to play during the week, when school is going on. So, by the weekend they are ready to get their fix. Isabel was with my dad over the weekend and got into her cousin's Lego's...she loved them. (This is going somewhere, keep reading) So, we ended up getting her a set and the boys wanted some as well. They all came right home with their sets and opened them up. All three of them played with their sets for hours. Isabel's were just basic Lego's, she would build and tear it apart, build and tear it apart. The boys had sets with directions they needed to follow to build specific things. Andrew and Joseph were in their room, GETTING ALONG, HELPING EACH OTHER, NOT PLAYING THE X-BOX...for HOURS. I kept going in checking on their progress...and I have to admit, it was the first time in a long time I had seem them really enjoy each other and what they were doing besides playing video games!
Behold, how good and how pleasant it is for brothers to dwell together in unity!
Psalm 133:1
So, of course I had to take some pictures...
and you can't tell from here, but these are NOT easy, there are TONS of tiny parts!
Also, I am a little behind about this, but the boys got new furniture a couple weeks ago...a couple of you have already seen it, and though it arrived and we put it up, I am still not done with the room, so I will post those pics later on when I get the room completed...but here is a pic where they delivered it and for some reason off loaded it into my dad's truck (David & my dad's doing...didn't understand why)...
check out my "King of the hill"
Also! Last weekend we went to our niece's birthday party. She was turning two. Here is a shot I snapped of her (Kaydan) and Isabel eating snow cones...I hate to sound like a dorky mom...but shouldn't it be illegal to have this much cuteness in one place?
This past Friday I had arranged for all three of my kids to spend the night with their grandparents, David and I rarely get just adult time...I was so excited. We went out to dinner with my friend, Kristi, who I hardly ever get to see anymore. I really really enjoyed spending the time with adults only...and two of my favorite adults at that :-) But, about 10 o'clock the kids started calling and I was missing them, they wanted to come home. How could I say "No"? I couldn't, by midnight, they were all back home with us. Oh well, better luck next time, huh? We need out of town grandparents...LOL.
Church yesterday had a really good message, and Izzy finally stayed in her class so David and I could actually sit and listen to the sermon...maybe that is why I enjoyed it so much. I really really want to start helping out in the children's ministry there, but I have a really hard time committing to ANYTHING. I told someone the other day, I hate change, yet I hate commitment. She just laughed at me and asked, "How can that be"? I can't help it, I hate commitment. When I tell people that, they don't get it because David and I have been together and had our family so long, I tell them that is enough commitment for me, that's why I can't commit to anything else...hehe! So, pray for me that my heart and mind can truly be open to what direction GOD wants me to take with this, and not turn away because of the fear of ongoing responsibility.
Until my next blog (think I can do three in row??? guess we will have to see about that), I hope you all have a very blessed week, and you find time to truly seek out the Lord and just spend some time with Him.
~K
Sunday, October 12, 2008
Random...old photos
This is a totally random post...
I love looking through my photos. Today I spent about an hour going through some from a couple years ago...
check out the air Joseph & Andrew got one year at the art fair...
I love looking through them, it always shocks me to see how big they've gotten.
Although I truly miss Andrew & Joseph being babies, I long more for Isabel to be a baby than them...I guess for me it is more realistic because she is "the baby"...the shortest time has passed since she was a baby so it's easier for me to imagine her being in that stage again...
I look back at this precious face and I just melt! I need you guys to pray for me because after looking back at these, I'm pretty much in the mood to have another baby...I know, I've lost my mind. I am sure it will return to me once we get through baths and bedtimes tonight :-)
But as of this moment, I am longing for these times...
So, yeah, that's it for this post...old photos.
Hey, it might me a boring life, but it's MY life & I love it!
Have a Blessed week!
~K
I love looking through my photos. Today I spent about an hour going through some from a couple years ago...
check out the air Joseph & Andrew got one year at the art fair...
I love looking through them, it always shocks me to see how big they've gotten.
Although I truly miss Andrew & Joseph being babies, I long more for Isabel to be a baby than them...I guess for me it is more realistic because she is "the baby"...the shortest time has passed since she was a baby so it's easier for me to imagine her being in that stage again...
I look back at this precious face and I just melt! I need you guys to pray for me because after looking back at these, I'm pretty much in the mood to have another baby...I know, I've lost my mind. I am sure it will return to me once we get through baths and bedtimes tonight :-)
But as of this moment, I am longing for these times...
So, yeah, that's it for this post...old photos.
Hey, it might me a boring life, but it's MY life & I love it!
Have a Blessed week!
~K
Wednesday, October 8, 2008
The fruit & the learning season
So, I have come to the realization (with the help of some friends/mentors) that I am in a season of learning. I have been going through MANY different things, and life, in general has been rough. Now, I never want to forget to be thankful for my blessings, which abound, because I know full well that my "rough" could be another persons "easy". I know there are people that are much more less fortunate. But, this blog is about me...so I will continue (LOL)...
Anyway, I have been being tested in many areas of my life. I won't get into all the details, but everything was starting to seriously overwhelm me. One person I talked to reminded me about the Fruits of the Spirit.
Let refresh ourselves on them, shall we?
But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness (Gal 5:22)
She said that GOD was trying to teach me about one of these, that I need to spend time praying, studying, and focusing on what GOD is trying to teach me.
She said if GOD is trying to teach me love, he will put an unlovable person in my life...etc, etc...
So basically, whatever He is trying to instill in us, he will confront us with the adverse. (did that make sense or did I say that in a funny way?)
So, as I sat back and looked at my life, I decided that GOD is trying to teach me MANY things right now, because as I said, there are many things going on in many areas of my life that are difficult right now.
I don't know exactly which Fruits, yet, that I am supposed to be concentrating on...but decided this wasn't just a short lesson, but a season of learning for me.
Of course, who knows how long GOD has been trying to get through to my thick skull, but the important thing now is that I have been refreshed in my eagerness to pursue what HE wants for me.
Though I have less and am going though more than I have in a long time...because I know GOD is working in me, I have more peace...I am more humble...more thankful.
It's a great feeling.
"Count it pure joy, my brothers, whenever you face trials of many kinds, because you know that the testing of your faith develops perseverance."
James 1:2-3
Amen to that!
So, I want to give it my all. I don't want to be the victim. I want to be the victor. Then, give God the glory for it all. I want to be loving and gracious, and kind, and forgiving to others, even when they don't deserve it, especially when they don't deserve it...because GOD showed me ALL of that, when I didn't deserve it. If he can extend his hand so lovingly, why can't I? I mean yes, HE is better than I am at all that, but, I owe it to HIM to at least try to follow His lead.
Truth is, we all fall short of the glory of GOD.
We will never measure up, but thankfully, it is enough for HIM to allow us into His light.
So, I just want to encourage you, wherever you are at in your life. Weather you are a strong, lifelong Christian, or you just got saved, weather your a Christian but don't study the Bible or attend church, or even if you don't know GOD at all...wherever you are at in your walk...I want to encourage you to get to know HIM more. He has great plans for us if we will just open our hearts to Him. This world and the things in it are not all we have (thank goodness), we are working towards a much greater goal...Heaven. The thing is, we really don't have to work, we just have to give our lives to Him, and let Him do the work.
Whatever GOD is trying to teach you, in your life, allow HIM in...fully. Not just on Sundays, or the during the week, or when you feel like it, when your not stressed out...allow HIM to be in your life fully, at all times. You will be the one to benefit from it, He has your best interest at heart.
Dear GOD, we come to you humbled. We know that we get caught up in the day to day things, and can get overwhelmed at times. We often get our priorities mixed up, & forget what is important...sometimes only looking to satisfy our own needs. There are times we just want what we want, never even caring if it is what YOU want for us. Please forgive us.
Help us to only go after the things you want for us, and to not try and attain what is not meant to be ours.
Please teach us and mold us into better Christians, better servants. Help us to truly live our lives according to the Fruit of the Spirit...with love, joy, peace, kindness, goodness, and faithfulness. Help us to improve daily according to those qualities. Without you, we are hopeless, lost in the complete chaos of this world. We need you to be by our side, constantly showing us the way to go. Thank you for never leaving us. Help us to put our hope and our faith completely in you. Help us to receive what you are offering us...which is well beyond what we deserve.
We ask these things in your Holy Name, Amen.
I hope that if you are in a season of learning, your heart and your mind are open and ready to receive. If you are not in that season, I pray you are able to just sit back and be thankful and revel in what He has done for you. Wherever you are at, whatever season you are in, I pray you are blessed daily.
Have a happy day!
~K
Anyway, I have been being tested in many areas of my life. I won't get into all the details, but everything was starting to seriously overwhelm me. One person I talked to reminded me about the Fruits of the Spirit.
Let refresh ourselves on them, shall we?
But the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness (Gal 5:22)
She said that GOD was trying to teach me about one of these, that I need to spend time praying, studying, and focusing on what GOD is trying to teach me.
She said if GOD is trying to teach me love, he will put an unlovable person in my life...etc, etc...
So basically, whatever He is trying to instill in us, he will confront us with the adverse. (did that make sense or did I say that in a funny way?)
So, as I sat back and looked at my life, I decided that GOD is trying to teach me MANY things right now, because as I said, there are many things going on in many areas of my life that are difficult right now.
I don't know exactly which Fruits, yet, that I am supposed to be concentrating on...but decided this wasn't just a short lesson, but a season of learning for me.
Of course, who knows how long GOD has been trying to get through to my thick skull, but the important thing now is that I have been refreshed in my eagerness to pursue what HE wants for me.
Though I have less and am going though more than I have in a long time...because I know GOD is working in me, I have more peace...I am more humble...more thankful.
It's a great feeling.
"Count it pure joy, my brothers, whenever you face trials of many kinds, because you know that the testing of your faith develops perseverance."
James 1:2-3
Amen to that!
So, I want to give it my all. I don't want to be the victim. I want to be the victor. Then, give God the glory for it all. I want to be loving and gracious, and kind, and forgiving to others, even when they don't deserve it, especially when they don't deserve it...because GOD showed me ALL of that, when I didn't deserve it. If he can extend his hand so lovingly, why can't I? I mean yes, HE is better than I am at all that, but, I owe it to HIM to at least try to follow His lead.
Truth is, we all fall short of the glory of GOD.
We will never measure up, but thankfully, it is enough for HIM to allow us into His light.
So, I just want to encourage you, wherever you are at in your life. Weather you are a strong, lifelong Christian, or you just got saved, weather your a Christian but don't study the Bible or attend church, or even if you don't know GOD at all...wherever you are at in your walk...I want to encourage you to get to know HIM more. He has great plans for us if we will just open our hearts to Him. This world and the things in it are not all we have (thank goodness), we are working towards a much greater goal...Heaven. The thing is, we really don't have to work, we just have to give our lives to Him, and let Him do the work.
Whatever GOD is trying to teach you, in your life, allow HIM in...fully. Not just on Sundays, or the during the week, or when you feel like it, when your not stressed out...allow HIM to be in your life fully, at all times. You will be the one to benefit from it, He has your best interest at heart.
Dear GOD, we come to you humbled. We know that we get caught up in the day to day things, and can get overwhelmed at times. We often get our priorities mixed up, & forget what is important...sometimes only looking to satisfy our own needs. There are times we just want what we want, never even caring if it is what YOU want for us. Please forgive us.
Help us to only go after the things you want for us, and to not try and attain what is not meant to be ours.
Please teach us and mold us into better Christians, better servants. Help us to truly live our lives according to the Fruit of the Spirit...with love, joy, peace, kindness, goodness, and faithfulness. Help us to improve daily according to those qualities. Without you, we are hopeless, lost in the complete chaos of this world. We need you to be by our side, constantly showing us the way to go. Thank you for never leaving us. Help us to put our hope and our faith completely in you. Help us to receive what you are offering us...which is well beyond what we deserve.
We ask these things in your Holy Name, Amen.
I hope that if you are in a season of learning, your heart and your mind are open and ready to receive. If you are not in that season, I pray you are able to just sit back and be thankful and revel in what He has done for you. Wherever you are at, whatever season you are in, I pray you are blessed daily.
Have a happy day!
~K
Friday, October 3, 2008
Growth, pants, bdays...
David and I were both "smaller" people growing up...I guess "petite" would be a better word. AKA, we are both short. Even though we used to be petite in weight as well, that's really not the case anymore. Because of our small builds, all three of our children have tended to be on the smaller side of average. That is fine with me, except when it comes to buying cloths...pants to be exact. Shopping for pants = total headache. I have to buy slim sizes for the boys...do you know how hard it is to find slim sizes in a small town? Pretty hard. Of course, a lot of brands now have adjustable waist, but when Andrew was younger, only Gap had that feature and those were the ONLY pants we could buy. Since then, everyone else has jumped on the bandwagon, so it's a little easier these days. So anyway, I usually end up ordering from online because I can do it in the comfort of my own home and there are so many options.
Anyway, like most, we took the kids shopping when school started. Joseph still fit in his shorts/pants from last year (actually they were bigger on him??? What's that about?), but Andrew had grown over the Summer and we had to get him a bigger size. That was the end of August. Fast-forward to now, about 6 weeks later. He has outgrown his NEW jeans! Mind you, he's only worn them a couple times each, because it's still short weather around here. Now usually I would want Abercrombie or Gap jeans for him, just because they "look" better on him and they have better selection of washes/colors. But since we JUST bought new jeans/pants and already have to get bigger sizes, I felt it was in my best interest to go to Old Navy because they were cheaper and if he is in a growth spurt I may be buying yet another bigger size before long. I got on the Old Navy site and was soooo excited...the jeans he wanted were $16.50!!! Can I get an Amen?! Ok, hold your Amen...
When I went to get his size...14 slim...well, there was no 14 slim. Their slim sizes only go up to 12 slim. What? ridiculous. I guess you can only be skinny if you are 12 and under. Now, log on to Gap website...they HAVE 14 slim...at double the cost. Granted, still not too expensive for jeans, but again, given the current situation I am trying to go cheap cheap cheap. From what I understand Gap and Old Navy are owned by the same company, so why don't they BOTH carry 14 slim??? I object!
Anyhoo, looks like I am back to shopping at Gap only for the big A. Again, I LOVE Gap, but I also love choices and options. If anyone has a place where I can get decent jeans at a decent price in his size, fill a sista in.
On another note, our niece, Kaydan, just turned two! They are having her party this weekend, but she just had her actual birthday on Sept. 30th. For any of you with kids, you know how fast they grow. It's something I talk about often here on my blog, because it really does kill me how fast time flies. I honestly can NOT believe that Kaydan is 2! It feels like Kayla should still be pregnant, with little Kaydan in her tummy. I just want to say also, that Kayla and Daniel are very good parents. I love my brother in law, and my sister in law and my precious niece that he has brought into this family...they are such a blessing to us and I am thankful for their little family. Happy Birthday Kaydan Valencia!!!
Luv 2 u all,
Katy
PS...from my Power of a Praying Parent devotional...it's on another subject than jeans, and b-days...but I liked it...
"If there is any work of the Enemy in my family's past that seeks to encroach upon the life of my child, I break it now by the power and authority given in Jesus Christ."
AMEN to that!
Anyway, like most, we took the kids shopping when school started. Joseph still fit in his shorts/pants from last year (actually they were bigger on him??? What's that about?), but Andrew had grown over the Summer and we had to get him a bigger size. That was the end of August. Fast-forward to now, about 6 weeks later. He has outgrown his NEW jeans! Mind you, he's only worn them a couple times each, because it's still short weather around here. Now usually I would want Abercrombie or Gap jeans for him, just because they "look" better on him and they have better selection of washes/colors. But since we JUST bought new jeans/pants and already have to get bigger sizes, I felt it was in my best interest to go to Old Navy because they were cheaper and if he is in a growth spurt I may be buying yet another bigger size before long. I got on the Old Navy site and was soooo excited...the jeans he wanted were $16.50!!! Can I get an Amen?! Ok, hold your Amen...
When I went to get his size...14 slim...well, there was no 14 slim. Their slim sizes only go up to 12 slim. What? ridiculous. I guess you can only be skinny if you are 12 and under. Now, log on to Gap website...they HAVE 14 slim...at double the cost. Granted, still not too expensive for jeans, but again, given the current situation I am trying to go cheap cheap cheap. From what I understand Gap and Old Navy are owned by the same company, so why don't they BOTH carry 14 slim??? I object!
Anyhoo, looks like I am back to shopping at Gap only for the big A. Again, I LOVE Gap, but I also love choices and options. If anyone has a place where I can get decent jeans at a decent price in his size, fill a sista in.
On another note, our niece, Kaydan, just turned two! They are having her party this weekend, but she just had her actual birthday on Sept. 30th. For any of you with kids, you know how fast they grow. It's something I talk about often here on my blog, because it really does kill me how fast time flies. I honestly can NOT believe that Kaydan is 2! It feels like Kayla should still be pregnant, with little Kaydan in her tummy. I just want to say also, that Kayla and Daniel are very good parents. I love my brother in law, and my sister in law and my precious niece that he has brought into this family...they are such a blessing to us and I am thankful for their little family. Happy Birthday Kaydan Valencia!!!
Luv 2 u all,
Katy
PS...from my Power of a Praying Parent devotional...it's on another subject than jeans, and b-days...but I liked it...
"If there is any work of the Enemy in my family's past that seeks to encroach upon the life of my child, I break it now by the power and authority given in Jesus Christ."
AMEN to that!
Monday, September 29, 2008
Movies, theaters, & uncomfy seats
So, my mom and I went to see "Nights in Rodanthe". It was nice to get to spend a little girl time with her, plus the movie was fantastic. She thought it was a tad bit "draggy" in places...but we both really liked it. Not only that, but there are couple of movies coming out in November that I REALLY want to see, after watching the previews. They are both Christmas movies, if I am remembering correctly, which I loooove.
I love watching movies. I don't bowl, I don't skate, I don't go to bars or clubs...so yea, that's pretty much all there is to do here in P*town...movies.
When I was little we had two movie theaters...the cool newer "Cinema" and the old, grungy "Grand". Both of those eventually closed and they built/opened a brand new Cinemark theater. We (meaning the whole frickin town) were so excited...finally a nice theater to watch movies! Celebrate good times! Wooohooo!
Well, let me tell ya...when it was finally opened...I was sooo disappointed! The seats are small and hard as a rock. Though I'm not a stick, I am not a big girl, and the seats hurt my back, my butt, and every other body part. I can never get comfortable. The whole place stinks, and is dirty including the theaters and the bathrooms. Can I get in trouble for saying this? This is just my opinion. It is always either freezing cold, or hotter than heck in there. UGGGHHH!
You know "Some girls do nothing but complain".
I hate to be that girl, but it's true! I just want a comfortable, clean place to rest my keester so I can enjoy the movie I paid to watch, not to mention the fact that I spend my life savings on popcorn (extra butter), candy (Raisinettes), and soda (Cherry coke...and though I only want the medium sz. drink, I always end up getting the large because it's only .25 cents more). One trip to the movies costs my familia the equivalent of a week's worth of groceries. Ok, maybe not quite that much, but sometimes we take our nieces with us, and if you add all that up...
So, I will continue to go to my local crapola theater and watch movies, because it's just what I like to do. But! I am going to pray that they decide to install love seat style seating like they have in the metroplex...I could kick back and totally relax!
Who am I kidding, I would probably fall asleep in there, just like I do on my couch when we're watching a movie at home...haha!
Oh well, I guess I will end my post with that...after all, you can only write so much about theater seats.
Hope every one's having a great week, and that your hometown theater has nice, comfy, keester-friendly seats!
Toodles <3
Wednesday, September 24, 2008
Lord, help me...
You know, there are all kinds of addictions. Drinking, drugs, gambling, pornographic...and I mean, those are just the TIP of the iceberg.
"ICEBERG...RIGHT AHEAD!" (said with an accent)
You know, from the Titanic...
Ok, I'm sorry, I had to do that.
Anyhoo, there are just tons of addictions. I have always been so thankful that I wasn't an addict. I'm not really down with drugs or alcohol, I mean an occasional snort of heroin from time to time, but really...who's counting? (Can you even sniff heroin?). I'm not a gambler, I do play the lotto a couple times a year...but again, who's counting. And, I'm sure not a perv. Of course there are good addictions, too, I guess...like cleaning and cooking, etc...yea, I'm not addicted to those things either.
But, after several hours on the internet one day...email, blogger, myspace, gapkids, abercrombie kids, email, blogger, nordstrom, zappos, email, celebrity baby blog, email, Janie and Jack, email, etc, etc, I found myself just sitting there,staring at the screen. I was at a loss. My fingers were correctly placed on the keypad, ready to fire away...but there was nothing...nothing to log into, nothing to check up on, nothing to search, nothing to update.
Well, there was plenty of stuff, but it was all stuff I wasn't interested in, or had already looked at a million and three times.
Then.
It. Hit. Me.
I'm an addict.
I am an internet addict.
It's true.
This is no laughing matter.
I thought to myself "What in the heck? I'm an addict".
Me?
GASP.
Hmmmm. processing, processing. thinking. wondering.
Yes, it is true, I am an internet addict.
I realized it's not that I love the internet so much, well maybe I do. But, I think it is that when I'm online, I can avoid whatever else needs to be done...laundry, cooking, cleaning, errands, keeping Isabel from playing in the street. Ok, that last one was a joke, but...
I even avoid the phone. Yea, I don't answer the phone sometimes because I'm on the internet.
I know, I know...from now on, when you see me on the internet, you will wonder what I'm avoiding. I mean, that isn't always the case. I have some time in the morning after the boys have gone to school, and then at night after dinner, when I like to get on. And no, I'm not avoiding your call...well, I guess it could be possible...
I mean, how do I stop? Is there an Internets Anonymous? I reckon' I could look online and see how/where to get help.
That, my friends, was another joke. I'm full of them today, huh?
Anyway, that's my blog for today, I had to get one in, after all...I'm an addict.
And, In making light of myself, I am NOT making fun of anyone with an addiction.
At all. I know several people who have several different kinds of addictions they battle daily and I keep them close in my prayers. And, My kids are well taken care of, paid plenty of love and attention to, and even get fed from time to time :-)My husband isn't neglected, by far. The house, well, it's decent...Hello! At least nothing is growing in my sink. Nothing is getting turned off because of unpaid bills. And if I don't answer the phone, Voice mail can take care of it.
And, what's it hurt if the laundry closet is so full that the door won't shut?
So, I guess I will just continue to feed my addiction.
Hey! Maybe I can find an online support group...
hmmm, great idea, I'm going to go check that out right now!
Later!
"ICEBERG...RIGHT AHEAD!" (said with an accent)
You know, from the Titanic...
Ok, I'm sorry, I had to do that.
Anyhoo, there are just tons of addictions. I have always been so thankful that I wasn't an addict. I'm not really down with drugs or alcohol, I mean an occasional snort of heroin from time to time, but really...who's counting? (Can you even sniff heroin?). I'm not a gambler, I do play the lotto a couple times a year...but again, who's counting. And, I'm sure not a perv. Of course there are good addictions, too, I guess...like cleaning and cooking, etc...yea, I'm not addicted to those things either.
But, after several hours on the internet one day...email, blogger, myspace, gapkids, abercrombie kids, email, blogger, nordstrom, zappos, email, celebrity baby blog, email, Janie and Jack, email, etc, etc, I found myself just sitting there,staring at the screen. I was at a loss. My fingers were correctly placed on the keypad, ready to fire away...but there was nothing...nothing to log into, nothing to check up on, nothing to search, nothing to update.
Well, there was plenty of stuff, but it was all stuff I wasn't interested in, or had already looked at a million and three times.
Then.
It. Hit. Me.
I'm an addict.
I am an internet addict.
It's true.
This is no laughing matter.
I thought to myself "What in the heck? I'm an addict".
Me?
GASP.
Hmmmm. processing, processing. thinking. wondering.
Yes, it is true, I am an internet addict.
I realized it's not that I love the internet so much, well maybe I do. But, I think it is that when I'm online, I can avoid whatever else needs to be done...laundry, cooking, cleaning, errands, keeping Isabel from playing in the street. Ok, that last one was a joke, but...
I even avoid the phone. Yea, I don't answer the phone sometimes because I'm on the internet.
I know, I know...from now on, when you see me on the internet, you will wonder what I'm avoiding. I mean, that isn't always the case. I have some time in the morning after the boys have gone to school, and then at night after dinner, when I like to get on. And no, I'm not avoiding your call...well, I guess it could be possible...
I mean, how do I stop? Is there an Internets Anonymous? I reckon' I could look online and see how/where to get help.
That, my friends, was another joke. I'm full of them today, huh?
Anyway, that's my blog for today, I had to get one in, after all...I'm an addict.
And, In making light of myself, I am NOT making fun of anyone with an addiction.
At all. I know several people who have several different kinds of addictions they battle daily and I keep them close in my prayers. And, My kids are well taken care of, paid plenty of love and attention to, and even get fed from time to time :-)My husband isn't neglected, by far. The house, well, it's decent...Hello! At least nothing is growing in my sink. Nothing is getting turned off because of unpaid bills. And if I don't answer the phone, Voice mail can take care of it.
And, what's it hurt if the laundry closet is so full that the door won't shut?
So, I guess I will just continue to feed my addiction.
Hey! Maybe I can find an online support group...
hmmm, great idea, I'm going to go check that out right now!
Later!
Saturday, September 20, 2008
Blessings
Today, Joseph asked me to go get him a hot dog and a root beer float from the Sonic. Even though Isabel usually asks for a corny dog from there, she also likes having the same things as other people, and since it was almost the same thing...I decided to get her a hot dog, too. When I sat it out for them to eat, Isabel looked down at the hot dog and said "Oh Mamma, Look! I think they were out of sticks!". I couldn't help but burst out laughing...it was so cute! She thought the hot dog was a corny dog without a stick...which, it kinda could be.
On the way to the grocery store today, I drove by one of the houses I grew up in...it took me back. I used to walk to the park & put-put golf with my cousin. We used to ride bikes ALL over Paris(it was safer back then). During summer, when it got dark we would get one of Mamaw's jars, my dad would poke holes in the top, and we would catch fireflies (we let them go before we went to bed so they wouldn't die). What happened to those fireflies, I hardly ever see them anymore. I thought about how good we had it growing up...we may not have had much, but it sure felt like we did.
I think about my own kids and how fast they are growing up. I've probably only blogged about that 1000 times, but I can't help it, it's true! I look at my life...my, my, how time has flown. I love my life, but I do miss those innocent, carefree days of my childhood...when I had no worries. No bills, no appointments, no errands, no cooking, cleaning, laundry...no rushing children here and there (I was the child being rushed here and there), not wondering how every little choice I make is going to affect someone else. I think how very precious those childhood years were, and how I wish I would have known then what I know now. I wish I would have known how special those times were and just cherished them instead of wishing I could grow up so quickly. Then again, If I would have known that, it probably wouldn't have been the same.
Still, I just want to grab my children by their sweet faces and look strait into their eyes and tell them to stop wishing their lives away...stop trying to grow up so quickly. I want to tell them to relish each day and just enjoy it for what it has to offer, that these carefree days will soon enough be traded in for a job, a mortgage, and responsibilities so numerous, that you will never be able to keep up with them all. But, I guess that is something they will just have to learn on their own...in their own sweet time. Of course, once they "get it", they too will be adults, and so the cycle will begin again.
Hmmm...that was too in depth for me, I am really to tired for that tonight.
Anyway, before I go, there are two things I would like to take a special moment to mention.
When we pray, sometimes we think GOD doesn't hear us, because we don't get the answer we want. But, GOD always answers us, we just have to be trusting, understanding that He has a plan, and He knows better than we do.
A lot of people have been praying for Amy's dad, who is in Iran and had a stroke. Even though her sister got to fly over and be with him the last few days, the rest of the family has been here, on pins and needles, stressed to the max. It is hard enough having a sick/hurt loved one...but one that you can't even hold their hand and comfort, or make SURE they are being taken care of? I can't imagine. I found out (her blog is under my links) that her dad should SOON be on his way home. Hallelujah! I don't know what God has in store for this man, or his family...but I know he is going to be here where they can help take care of him and see to him. Please keep them in your prayers...that the trip home goes smoothly, and that once home he is kept in good hands and nursed back to health. Pray that his family has patience and is able to keep their faith strong, no matter what comes their way.
Also! A while back Amber (blog is also under my links) told me about her husband's little cousin who was diagnosed with cancer. Can you even fathom? This really hit home because she is a three yr. old little girl. She has a Caring Bridge page (also under my links) and I have prayed for her and kept up with her since Amber sent me the info. I read via her CB page and Amber's email, that little Emily is now in remission! Just another one of God's many blessings!
Thank you Father for hearing our prayers and blessing these two specific families...please continue to keep your loving, caring hands on them as they still have rough roads ahead of them.
So, no pictures to share today...just happy thoughts...
"And my soul shall be joyful in the Lord; It shall rejoice in His salvation".
Psalm 35:9
~K
PS. We just made chocolate dipped strawberries and I ate wayyyyy too many! When you see me, if it looks like I have gained a little weight, now you know why...
Monday, September 15, 2008
Good Morning all!
What a week we have had! Andrew still has not decided what he wants to "do" for his birthday, so we did a small family celebration, but nothing else, yet!
I made him a cake at home...granted, it's not that cute, but it's my first one EVER to make, we ALWAYS go to Piece of Cake, because they are YUMMY!
As some of you know, Amy's dad is in Iran and has had a stroke. Last week I picked them up one day to help her out, and they weren't with us long, but long enough to get a few pics...
Joseph, Jack, Izzy, & Sarah all squeezed into the "redneck ghetto-mobile"
Sarah and Izzy jumping, Joseph driving the r.g.m. under the trampoline...this was so hilarious, he had to duck all the way just to get under, Jack bailed out just before...
Joseph & Jack "manning the fort"
Jack INSISTED I take this picture...LOL
Isabel all dressed up for the Pep Rally, Friday, after I realized I haven't had a Wildcat shirt made for her this year (Loser Mom!!) btw, she isn't always in those pajamas as shown in the pics above...but she loves wearing that gown, sorry she was wearing the SAME one in previous post pictures :-) oops!
Also, we are waiting on new furniture for the boys' room...in the meantime I have basically taken everything out of there, and the boys have been sleeping in our room...HURRY UP FURNITURE!!! But, I walked past their room yesterday and something caught my eye, I stepped back, looked in, and saw this little guy hanging from the fan, no doubt the handy work of Joseph...
I can't help but laugh, he does stuff like this ALL the time! I am so thankful for the joy he brings to my life!
Anyway, I am actually thankful it's Monday...last week was so busy, but honestly, I think this week is going to prove to be just as busy, lots of stuff going on, so maybe I should take the first part of this sentence back?!
I would like to ask you to continue to pray for Amy and her family, for her father's health to improve. Also, please continue to pray for my cousin, Sara, who is a missionary in Honduras. There is a link to my blog on the right, but she doesn't have a lot of time to update, as she is busy busy busy. Last week she started teaching PreK and K students at a new school...she is only allowed to teach in English and the kids only speak Spanish...what a battle to overcome...just pray God's hand is on them all :-)
Love to you all,
K
PS. My friend, Leah, has started making jewelry.
I have added a link to her blog on the right, Flashy Flamingo.
Her stuff is soooo cute, you can pick from premade items or have a customized one made up...you choose the length.
So far I think the pics are for adult pieces, but I am going to get a couple for Isabel...so excited!
Check it out!!!
What a week we have had! Andrew still has not decided what he wants to "do" for his birthday, so we did a small family celebration, but nothing else, yet!
I made him a cake at home...granted, it's not that cute, but it's my first one EVER to make, we ALWAYS go to Piece of Cake, because they are YUMMY!
As some of you know, Amy's dad is in Iran and has had a stroke. Last week I picked them up one day to help her out, and they weren't with us long, but long enough to get a few pics...
Joseph, Jack, Izzy, & Sarah all squeezed into the "redneck ghetto-mobile"
Sarah and Izzy jumping, Joseph driving the r.g.m. under the trampoline...this was so hilarious, he had to duck all the way just to get under, Jack bailed out just before...
Joseph & Jack "manning the fort"
Jack INSISTED I take this picture...LOL
Isabel all dressed up for the Pep Rally, Friday, after I realized I haven't had a Wildcat shirt made for her this year (Loser Mom!!) btw, she isn't always in those pajamas as shown in the pics above...but she loves wearing that gown, sorry she was wearing the SAME one in previous post pictures :-) oops!
Also, we are waiting on new furniture for the boys' room...in the meantime I have basically taken everything out of there, and the boys have been sleeping in our room...HURRY UP FURNITURE!!! But, I walked past their room yesterday and something caught my eye, I stepped back, looked in, and saw this little guy hanging from the fan, no doubt the handy work of Joseph...
I can't help but laugh, he does stuff like this ALL the time! I am so thankful for the joy he brings to my life!
Anyway, I am actually thankful it's Monday...last week was so busy, but honestly, I think this week is going to prove to be just as busy, lots of stuff going on, so maybe I should take the first part of this sentence back?!
I would like to ask you to continue to pray for Amy and her family, for her father's health to improve. Also, please continue to pray for my cousin, Sara, who is a missionary in Honduras. There is a link to my blog on the right, but she doesn't have a lot of time to update, as she is busy busy busy. Last week she started teaching PreK and K students at a new school...she is only allowed to teach in English and the kids only speak Spanish...what a battle to overcome...just pray God's hand is on them all :-)
Love to you all,
K
PS. My friend, Leah, has started making jewelry.
I have added a link to her blog on the right, Flashy Flamingo.
Her stuff is soooo cute, you can pick from premade items or have a customized one made up...you choose the length.
So far I think the pics are for adult pieces, but I am going to get a couple for Isabel...so excited!
Check it out!!!
Tuesday, September 9, 2008
Happy 12th Birthday Andrew!!!
My brother holding my niece, and the little brown bebe is Andrew:
Andrew & Mommy @ Park...look how young we BOTH look! :
Andrew (far left)in with his cousins in San Felipe, MX:
Andrew giving bessos to his new little brother, Joseph:
Andrew's Kindergarten picture:
Andrew & Daddy...
Andrew being his usual crazy self...I guess the glass was too cold :-) :
Today is Andrew's birthday. He is 12...and I just can't get my mind wrapped around the idea that it has been twelve long years since I gave birth to him. It amazes me that I have already been a mom for that long, yet, I hardly remember life without him.
When I gave birth to him, he came out looking totally Hispanic (I am white and his dad is Hispanic), he didn't even look like he belonged to me. He had beautiful skin, and thick, black silky hair (although I have to admit I was kinda freaked out by how hairy he was), and he smelled so good (he really did). His uncle Daniel joked that he looked Chinese because of the shape of his eyes. And, even though newborns aren't always that attractive, all red, wrinkly and squinty eyed....they are always beautiful to their mother who waited 9 long months to meet them and then endured the most awful pain known to man or woman!
I was so young, and I had no idea what I had gotten myself into, but it was love at first site with Andrew. David picked his name, I thought it would be neat for David to be able to name his firstborn, especially his son. When I look at pictures from back then, it looks like we should have been babysitting him, not be his parents. We went through many trials and struggles, but we are still here, all these years later, and during that time have added two more to our brood.
Since I was so young when I had him, as sad as it sounds, we kinda all grew up together the first few years. It wasn't fair to him, and I do NOT condone teen pregnancy (or premarital sex for that matter), but having him kept me from making so many other wrong choices in my life. It was a time when I was starting to "experiment", and having him totally changed my life, I am so thankful for him. He literally saved me from twists and turns that only God knows about.
I, along with his Dad, have watched him grow so quickly. It seems like I only blinked, and now he is turning 12...one year away from being a teen. I am so thankful...he has always been so healthy, happy, behaved (for the most part)and done well in school. He has a heart of gold, even though his attitude has gotten the best of both of us lately (don't think it's anything to do with those hormones, do ya?). And while he and his brother fight like cats and dogs...I know deep down he truly cares for him.
About 6 years ago (when Andrew was 6 and Joseph was 2) we went on vacation to the Beach. We stopped along halfway at a hotel to get some rest. At about 2am I heard a loud alarm, woke up and looked over at David...at the same time we sat up and said "Fire Alarm". The whole hotel was being evacuated. I was scared to death...I reached over to grab Joseph...he wasn't there...I looked up and Andrew was standing at the door with his baby brother in his arms yelling to David and I "We have to get out of here"...and we did, and we were all safe and everything was fine...but every time I tell that story, I break down in tears...just as I am doing right now.
There was another time we had rented a jump house for a bday party. Those things have to stay plugged in because they constantly blow air to stay inflated. Someone accidentally unplugged it, all the big kids jumped out...Andrew turned to see Joseph left in the bounce house, it was deflating super quick and could suffocate him with all that heavy, thick plastic, Andrew dove back in and grabbed Joseph and drug him out.
He likes to go to the nursing home and visit with the elderly. He used to love to spend the night with Mamaw and stay up watching old movies. He used to hide under G-ma's bed when she was laying in it, and giggle until she realized he was under there. He loved reading Paddington Bear and Guess How Much I Love You and No David. He had a fished he named "Pisha" that he won at the State Fair and it died...we had to flush it down the toilet. He cried. Once when he was 4 yrs. old he went to play in the back yard (it had a privacy fence and locked gate), after a few minutes I went out to check on him, I couldn't find him...I looked everywhere and started to panic...only to hear "Mom, I'm up here"...he was on top of the roof. He was/still is one talented climber. Even though he is short, like his father and I, he is a very fast runner. He loves math and is very good at it...He is in ACC math this year, but he HATES all the homework. He has begged for a cell phone for years, but I have resisted...not sure how much longer I can do that though.
I am most proud of him for leading a friend of his to know Jesus Christ, even though he is the type that doesn't like to talk about stuff much (he's kinda private, a loner, if you will)...that's ok, because actions speak louder than words, and I was amazed that my son was already letting GOD work through him...such an amazing feeling as a mom.
Although there are days when I want to strangle him...I love him in more ways than I can count...and I'm thankful beyond measure for him.
I am so proud of Andrew...our little "peedy" (shortened from his grandpas nickname for him...Speedy Gonzalez). He means nothing short of everything to me. I praise the Lord for blessing his dad and I with him. And, although it is hard seeing him growing up so fast and becoming more and more independent, I look forward to the man that he will one day become.
Thank you all for letting me share this tidbit about my son, because truth is, I could go on for days, but figured this was enough for now.
Happy Birthday, Son...God Bless and keep you safe...We love you unconditionally, forever and always!
Mom
from The Power of a Praying Parent:
"I pray that my child will so love the Lord with all his heart, soul, and mind that there will be no room in him for the lies of the Enemy or the clamoring of the world. May the Word of God take root in his heart and fill his mind with things that are true, noble, just, pure, lovely,of good report, virtuous, and praiseworthy.
(Philippians 4:8)
PS..for those that noticed, I am posting this a little before midnight on 9/9...but this is meant for 9/10, which is 30 mins. away, so it will have to do :-)
Monday, September 8, 2008
It's Monday...again
Happy Monday morning everyone. Wow, I can not believe the boys are starting their third week of school already! Time absolutely flies, doesn't it? Andrew will be turning 12 this Wednesday. I feel as though he should still be in Kindergarten.
Getting back to school has been good for us. We have started to get back to a routine, which is good for us. Andrew is in an accelerated Math class, though, and let me tell you...the homework abounds in that class! Actually, it may not be too bad, but for a child who HATES homework (so much that last year he used his free period to get it done so he wouldn't have to do it at home) it's a pretty big hassle. We've already spent several hours on that homework, but he hasn't really had any from any other classes...so that helps.
As a busy mom of three, sometimes it's hard to find quality time to spend with the kids, especially one-on-one time.
But, since Isabel is still at home with me and the boys are at school, it's not too hard to spend time with her. When Joseph gets home he wants me to go swing or jump on the trampoline with him...so I've been trying to do that each day when he asks, it's great time for the two of us, and he likes me to ask him math questions (which I think my dad started). The only one I'm having trouble with now is Andrew, he's at that in-between age where he is trying to separate himself more from his parents and become independent...he has such a bad attitude sometimes...I feel like I don't know how to reach him. Any ideas??? One minute my heart breaks for him knowing he is going through a lot of changes and just trying to grow up and he thinks no one understands him, and the next minute...I want to wring his neck! LOL.
Other than wanting to strangle Andrew ;-), I am just really thankful for my family. Lately I have just felt so blessed by them...maybe everything that has happened this past year has made me a little more thankful. As I've gotten older I have definitely gotten more sentimental. My dad says that as we mature/get older, we move from the ego mentality to the spiritual mentality (one of those books he read I guess). I feel like I am blessed with the best husband and children, I have some great friends, my parents are great, too. I don't want to take any of it for granted, nothing is set in stone, and things do happen, but for now I just want to revel in my blessings and praise God for what he has done for me.
Also, I have a friend who is having some health issues...I don't want to put her name on here because I don't know if she would want the attention, but please just say a prayer for her...she is young, yet at a scary time in her life and I just pray God puts his mighty hand on her and comforts & heals her.
On another topic, my friend, Amy (blog link is listed on this page), needs prayer for her family. Her dad was in Iran visiting family, when he had a stroke, so not only is his health in jeopardy...but his wife (Amy's mom) is having trouble getting over there to be with him. Please keep them close in your prayers...Amy is a sweet sweet friend.
OK, Hope your week is blessed!
~K
There is no fear in love; but perfect love casts out fear, because fear involves torment. But he who fears has not been made perfect in love. 1 John 4:18
Thank You, Lord, for Your promise to deliver us from all our fears. In Jesus' name I pray for freedom from fear on behalf of my children, family, & friends this day.
Amen
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